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First of all, romba romba sorry..normally mornings la update panuven, but I didn't do it today!! romba sorry..konjam freeya irunthen ivlo naalu..but ipo, back to business..atha!!! update kudupen, but hereafter, konjam night ahum..may be around 7 to 8? Please bear with me my dear readerseyyy!!!

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Sari inum romba pesi ungala gaandu aakala!! 

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Vango..story kulla polam......

'Ivlo seekrama kelambanuma di?' Saahasya pouted, while she was talking to Shrishti in the video call,

Shrishti too pouted looking at her,

'Enna poona kutti panrathu..work la kudutha permission swaha! marupadiyum pohala na thorathiduvanga di enaya..'

Saahasya still pouted, but suddenly her face brightened,

'Eii Cherrie! pesama ni enga kuda India laye irunthuden..' she looked at Shrishti expectanly,

Shrishti widened her eyes,

'Hey veladriya di? evlo kashtapatu ethanayo varshama work pani intha position la iruken..apdiye vitutu inga vanthu enna pana solra?'

'Atha unga companyoda branch Chennai la iruku la? angernthu transfer vangikitu inga vanthudu!' Saahasya exclaimed happily.

Shrishti sighed,

'Athelam avlo easyaana vela ila di..romba periya procedure..as I am holding a major post there, enoda place ku inoruthara fill panama enaku transfer approve pana matanga da..athoda inga enaku set aahum nu thonala..' she thought of something, but immediately composed herself.

Saahasya pouted more,

'Try kuda pana mata la enakaha?'

'Achoo! chelakuti..apdi ila da..I was used to it..ipo thideernu..and na apdi oru idea laye ila..' Shrishti sighed.

'Anga ni thaniya thane iruka? inga vantha nammakoodave irukalam la? try pani paren Cherriee!' Saahasya whined,

Shrishti thought of convincing her somehow, but Saahasya continued before that,

'Na matum unna miss panala..elarume miss panuvom di..mukkiyama Drish unna romba miss panuvaru..'

Hearing Drishyan's name, Shrishti's ears perked up,

'Athenna avaru enna speciala miss panraru ngra?' she eyed her friend suspiciously,

Saahasya smirked,

'Ilaya pina? enga elarayum vida ivlo konja nalaila ni thane avaru kuda romba close ah palagina..aprom annanunga pesum bothu sonanga unna avaru drop panrenu sonarame? apdina miss panraru nu thane artham?'

Shrishti went into deep thoughts, rewinding their first meet until now. She didn't know what are they now; it was true that they never felt like strangers since their first encounter. It could be Shrishti's chirpiness made that happen, but him accepting it without snapping at her, and his admiration on her made her proceed further.

Shrishti was not ready to name the bond which they shared now; At that time, she felt happy for her friend who was going to get married to a gem of a person like him. She had also told him that she desired to get a life companion like him. After all the happenings, she was not sure about her feelings. 

She felt hesitant to ask anything out, as she knew how much he loved Saahasya. His love was genuine that he sacrificed his feelings for his love's happiness. At that moment, the respect for him raised high up. But now, she was skeptical about her relationship with Drishyan.

After she disclosed about her departure, back to her place, she felt an unknown heaviness in her heart. She missed everyone, but she felt like she missed him the most. She was happy when she was around him; she liked the way he stood for her friend; she liked the way he looked after his mother; all together, she liked him as a man.

'Liked ah?' she thought.

'Ithu verum like ah?' she didn't know the answer.

She would be happy if she stayed around him forever. That's all she felt. May be she could develop her feelings more for him hereafter. Whatever it is, she thought to give him some time, until she knew that he too liked her in such a way.

She was jerked out from her thoughts,

'Enna di pesitu irukum bothe kanavuku poita?'

'On..onum ila ma..ni thoongu..time aachu la? nanum nalaiku kelambanum..don't worry..na unkita adikadi pesuven..every year varuven..okva?'

The next day, Drishyan waited at her place to drop her at the airport. She came down with a not so happy face, which was clearly noticed by him. He too had that empty feel when he heard that she was leaving, and he clearly knew that he would miss her rantings and chirpiness..but he didn't ponder more in it.

'Hi Shree..'

'Hi Drish..' she fake smiled.

'Kelambalama?'

She just hummed in response.

The whole travel was silence, and Drish steal glances at her frequently, and noticed her dull face. He knew that she would miss everyone here.

When they started nearing the airport, they felt like they were going to leave a part of themselves. No one was dare talk about it.

Drishyan wore a coolers along with the mask to hide his identity, and came long with her to drop her till the entrance.

'Inum evlo neram ma silent ah iruka pora? inum konja nerathula kelamba pora..ipayachum pesalam la?'

Shrishti sighed, controlling herself from saying anything,

'Ethume pesama irukrathu tha nallathu Drish..'

Drish frowned at her words, while she cotinued,

'Na ungala oru thadava hug panalama Drish?'

Drish was startled when she asked this with blurred eyes. He definitely noticed something different in her eyes at that moment. She missed him, yes, but beyond that he realised thsat something was really deep in her shiny eyes.

He wordlessly spreaded his hands, while she hugged him and sobbed.

Drishyan didn't know how to console her. She was not so emotional person except when it comes to her closer ones. Does that mean he is too important in her life.

His thoughts were disrupted, when she withdrew from the hug,

'I'm sorry..I didn't mean to..apo na kelambren Drish..' she sniffled her tears and fake smiled at him, making his heart sink.

She turned towards front and walked forward, taking slow steps, while Drishyan stood there, staring at her confused. He frowned, when she turned back and came towards him,

Before he spoke, she started,

'Enaku intha konja naal la enachu nu enake therila Drish..I can feel that I have changed alot..no one could feel it from outside..but I know..maybe neengalum enna mari feel panirukalam..'

Drish frowned at her words, while she continued,

'Romba varshama thaniyave vazhnthuten..amma china vayasuleye enna vitutu poitanga..enaku ellame en appa tha..avlo chellam kuduthu valartharu..enaku straight forward ah bold ah iruka soli kuduthathe avaru tha..'

Her eyes got blurred,

'Avaru eranthappo romba odanchu poiten..enaku nu life la iruntha ore sontham..aprom enga appa aasapatta mari thaniya thairiyama vaazhnthu kaatanum nu mudivu pannen..athukaha I faced alot Drish..'

She chuckled dryly,

'Ella ponungalukum varra same critism tha Drish..iva thaniya irukaa foreignla..kandichu vaika yarume ila..ava paatuku oor suthuva, work panra ngra perla koothadippa..ipdi nu neraya peru pesinanga..rombe aluven..'

This time, Drish too had tears,

'Aana avanga apdi solum bothu tha inum mela varanum ivanga munadi vaazhnthu kaatanum nu thonichu..apo tha enga appa enna ipdi valarathuku enna reason nu purinjukiten..'

'Life long ipdiye irunthudalam nu kuda nenachen..(she chuckles) ungakita enaku etha life partner kaha wait panren nu lam na sonalum..I knew, it is better to be like this forever nu..en nu therila..maybe enoda life enaku kathu kudutha paadangal, na anubavicha valikal ah kuda irukalam..but athelame ungala patha odane maarichudu..'

Drishyan slightly understood where this was leading. He tried to intervene, but she gestured for him to stop,

'Please Drish na pesidren..' she begged with tears, making him silent,

'Neenga enaku arimugamanathu enoda friend oda fiance va..ungala meet pannapove..(she thought for a while) I don't know..I felt so comfortable with you..ungaloda palaha palaha tha purinjukiten, na nenachatha vida neenga romba nallavaru nu..'

'Olagathula evan ku enna nadantha enna, namma matum santhoshama iruntha pothum nu nenaikravanga mathila, mathavanga feelingsa mathichu, avangalkaha sontha feelingsa thiyagam panra ungala mari manushara lam inimel en lifelaye papana nu therila..'

Drish didn't know what he felt, but he didn't want to stop her anymore,

'Itha ungakita sola venam nu tha nenachen, aana neenga enna thappa eduthukitalum paravala..itha solidanum nu thonuthu..onna solama manasukulaye nenachu lifelong feel panratha vida, solitu nimmathiya irukalam nu nenaikren..'

Drishyan gulped hard, when she looked straight into his eyes,

'Unga life la irukra close person ah, konjam peraasapattu sona, closest person ah unga kooda life poora irukanum nu thonuthu..unga ammava epdi pathukreengalo athe mari neenga enna pathukanum nu aasapada thonuthu..unga amma avaluku ilanalum na inoru ammava irunthu ungalku mattum enoda motha anbayum kudukanum nu thonuthu Drish..'

Drishyan's eyes got blurred, hearing her proposal,

'Intha feel ku na entha perum ippothaiku vaika virumbala..enala itha maranthu inimel iruka mudiyuma nu therila..aana, inga irunthu ponathukaprom inum lonely ah kandippa feel panuven nu thonuthu..'

'Ipdilam sonathukaha neenga ethum respond pananum nu na sathiyama expect pana maten Drish..enaku solanum nu thonichu..antha santhosham enaku pothum Drish..'

Drishyan smiled with shiny eyes,

'Enna neenga marakama, ipdi oruthi namma life la iruntha nu enna life la epayachum oru vaati nenachu patheenga na athuve pothum..may all the best things happen to you Drish..you derserve more!' she smiled and forwarded her hand for a shake.

Drishyan looked at her hand, and then her, who was already looking at him. Drishyan was stunned to see such clarity in her speech and genuineness in her eyes. He already knew how a fighter she is in her life. He liked her, but for now, he was not ready to think beyond that.

'Enaku time venum..' he suddenly said.

Shrishti frowned at his words, and then looked at her hand, which was not shaken by him yet, reciprocating the gesture.

A tint of hurt was visible in her eyes, and she slowly withdrew her hand, only to be caught by him at the right time.

Drishyan looked into her eyes,

'Enala unaku promise pana mudiyathu Shree..nee kekratha enala kuduka mudiyuma nu enaku ipo theriyala..enaku unna pudikum, but..' he couldn't complete his words, fearing that he might hurt her, and looked at their hands which were now joined together,

Shrishti smiled with understanding,

'Enaku purithu Drish..enna hurt panna vendam nu nenaikreenga..antha alavuku unga manasu nallathu..but feel free..na ungakita ethayume expect pani ungakita express panala..' saying that, she slowly withdrew her hand from his, making him sigh.

'Na kelambren Drish..' sayjng that, she turned quickly, to hide her tears and walked forward.

Drishyan felt a pang in his heart, watching her leaving with pain. An unknown fear of losing her crept his heart,

He shouted,

'SHREEEE!!'

Shrishti wiped her tears, and turned to look at him, who took fast steps and jogged towards her,

'Na ipdi kekrathu sariya nu therila..future la ena nadakum nu therinjukrathuku na kadvulum ila..enakaha wait panuviya?'

Hearing his words, she looked at him suprised, while tears rolled down their cheeks.

'Neenga ethum solala na kuda na atha tha panirupen..ipo neengale soliteenga..inimel epdi wait panren nu matum parunga..'

Drish chuckled with shiny eyes, hearing her back to form. He smiled more, looking at her with full of admiration, while she waved her hand in front of his face, making him jerk out of his thoughts,

'Ena okva?'

He just smiled and nodded, making her smile.

'Apo...na kelambata mamzeyyy?'

'Venam nu sona irukava pora?'

Shrishti widened her eyes and gaped her mouth in surprise,

'Parra! hmm..theriteenga mamzeyy...' saying that she laughed, making him smile, while she continued with an uncertainty,

'Maamz nu kupdalam la?'

He smiled looking into her eyes,

'Ni matum!'

The next few days went in a swift. Even though Prakash and Rakesh were happy for their macha and thangachi, they somewhere felt worried about their future. They knew that both had to take any decision thinking of their son too; Arwin loved his kutty aunty, and the bond they shared was not less than a mother-son affection, but Saahasya's brothers were worried whether that little one would be ready to accept her as his mother.

They knew that it was not so easy to fill the place of a mother in a 4 year old child's heart; when his mother is existing, no one can ever make him realise the blunder that his mother had done, until he attains an age to understand everything. But her brothers knew that couldn't wait for few more years until he understands everything.

Saahasya had enormous love towards Arwin; even though she didn't give birth to him, she felt the same love and affection with him as her own son. But she never imagined to fill his mother's space, at least not in near future. She knew that she had to give him that space and time until he realised everything. She waited for that magic happen between her and her son.

Arwin sat on the bed with crossed legs and kept his palms on his cheeks, balancing him on his knees, thinking something deeply.

Saahasya frowned at him and went near him with a smile,

'Kanna?!'

Arwin turned at his kutty aunty with a smile which didn't reach his eyes. Saahasya understood that something was wrong. 

She sat on the bed with him, and did the same pose as him,

'Chella kutti enna deep ah think panreenga?'

Arwin pouted and sighed,

'Aunty..' he dragged,

Saahasya frowned, 

'Solu Arwin kutti..'

'Na onnu kekatuma?'

'Kelu kanna..'

'Ila..na annaiku Syon uncle kitayum keten..'

Now Saahasya frowned more, looking at his confused face,

'Aunty..periya thappu pannina periya punishment kudupangala?' he asked suddenly,

Saahasya knew where this was leading to. She gulped her tears and smiled at him,

'Thappu panina yara irunthalum punishment ethukitu tha aahanum pa..apdi namma thappika nenacha, amtha thandanaya pala madangu athigama kadavul namakku kuduparu..'

Arwin had tears in his eyes,

'Apo amma ku periya punishment kedaikuma aunty? enala ammava pakave mudiyatha?' his eyes got blurred.

Saahasya too had tears in her eyes, looking at that poor little soul yearning for the mother's love. Saahasya knew the pain of a child who was denied of its mother's love; in her case, she didn't experience her mother's love at all; she knew how much it would hurt you if you were given all the love and taken from you suddenly. 

She hugged Arwin against her chest, while he too reciprocated her hug by hugging her tightly. Both cried for different reasons, while Saahasya spoke,

'Arwin kutti..vazhkaila thappu pannathavanga yarume ila..chinna thappu pannavanga, na chinna thappu thane pannen nu nenapanga, aana avanga panna thappu yarayachum romba perisa hurt panirukum..'

Arwin looked at Saahasya keenly,

'Periya thappu panravanga la kooda, sila peru therinjum panuvanga sila peru theriyamalum panuvanga..avanga panina thappa realise pannaanga na avangaluku kadavul sympathy kaatuvaru..athuve panra thappa unarama inum thappu thappa panitu iruntha, kadavul namakku help pana mataru pa..'

'Arwin kuttiku aunty oru lesson solava? kepiya na sonna?'

Arwin smiled at her this time,

'Enoda kutty aunty sona super ah kepene!' he exclaimed, making her smile with tears,

'Arwin romba good boy, aana inum kutty boy..na epdi un kutty auntyo, athe mari ni enoda kutty kanna..ama va ilaya?' she asked chiripily,

Arwin immediately placed himself on her lap, hugging her,

'Aama aunty!'

'Super-uh! apo en kutty kanna inum konjam valaranum..periyavana varanum, nalla padikanum, mukkiyama nalla paiyana, yarayum kashtapaduthama irukanum..thappu theriyama panna, nammalala yaravathu kashtapatta avanga kita sorry kekanum..apo tha kadavul namaku help panuvaru..'

'Athe mari, yaru thappu pannalum kadavulku avanga elarume onnu tha..Arwin kuttiku ithu poga poga puriyum..intha kutty aunty unkooda epovume irupen..ni atha purinjukra varaikum aunty unaku oru good friend ah irupen okva?'

Arwin nodded his head with a wide smile. 

Saahasya was not sure that she calmed his heart. She knew how he would yearn for his mother. A tinge of fear crept her heart whether she would be able to fulfil his urge and make him realise her love. She was ready to wait even it takes the eternity.

Her thoughts were disrupted by his kutty palm which was now kept on her cheek. She smiled at him lovingly,

'Na ungalku oru kiss kudukata kutty aunty?'

Saahasya eyes showed more than happiness this time. She chuckled with tears, looking at the cute bundle of love in front of her eyes, waiting to shower all his love towards her. 

'Ithukaprom enna kekave kudathu okva? unakeppo thonutho apo elam ooodi vanthu enaku kudukanum..'

Arwin jumped in joy and kissed both her cheeks, making her smile wide.

'Okay kutty aunty!!!'

Both hugged each other and swayed both sides hooting loud.

Arkshaan came up, hearing their shout,

'Enna nadakuthu inga?'

Arwin withdrew from her hug, and looked at his dad with a bright smile,

'Va pa! nanum auntyum hug panikitu irunthom..'

Arkshaan frowned,

'Athu therithu..athenna thideer nu hug-u lam?' he asked suspiciously, 

Arwin did a thiruttu muzhi, while Saahasya chukcled at the cutie's expression.

'Yen pa?! na enoda kutty auntya hug panuren..unakenna vanthuchu?' he samalichufied.

'Dei! atha epdi da na unkita soluven..elam en neram..enaku kedaika vendiyathu..' he thought and sighed.

'Venum na niyum vanthu oru hug paniko..'

Saahasya and Arkshaan choked the air, looking at Arwin with wide eyes.

Arwin made a confused face, when his dad grinned wider, and his kutty aunty looked at him shocked.

'Hug namaku kudupala?' he thought.

'Rendu otha venum na kudupa..vangikiriya?'

'Ei!! suma ootatha..just a hug..athula ena?' he huffed mentally.

'Dei dei dei! theriyum da onna pathi..firstu hug nu soluva, aprom un kedi thanatha kaamipa..unkoodave tha kadantha pala varushama kuppa kotren..enaku theriyatha da venna?' his mind apoke his arumai perumai.

'Sari sari vidu..wait panren..inum konja nalaiku..' he twisted his lips.

'Chinna thirutham..ethana varshathuku nu therila..papom..' his mind smirked.

'Etheeyyyy??!!'

His thoughts were distrubed by his son,

'Ipo ethuku pa ipdi eeee nu ella pallayum kaatra?' Arwin had no clue.

Arwin gave a caught look,

'Ath..tha..bha..atha vidu da..aama ni thoongala?' Arkshaan changed the topic.

Arwin forgot what he was talking suddenly,

'Aaama pa..' he turned to his aunty,

'Kutty aunty..enakaga thoongum bothu paatu padreengala?'

Saahasya looked at him with wide eyes, while Arkshaan smiled looking at her. 

'Neenga antha cooking show la song lam padicheenga la? super ah irunthuchu..enakaga paadas mateengala?' he looked at her expectantly, showing his puppy eyes, which instantly melted her.

'Unaku paadama yarkaha na pada poren kanna?' she exclaimed, making Arwin squeal and jump on the bed, making her chuckle,'

'Apo enaku?!' the grown up child thought and pouted.

'Dei! ezhu kazhutha vayasachu..unaku ethuku da thoongum bothu songu?' his mind glared.

'Athu..na en Yara ku matum exclusively valarntha kozhantha..' he raised his imaginary collar, making his mind sigh.

'Vaaya thoranthu ketu tholachudatha..un pullaya enala lam samalika mudiyathu..' his mind huffed.

His thoughts were disturbed when Arwin hugged and gave numerous kisses cooing his kutty aunty's name.

He smiled, sitting on the sofa opposite the bed, and balanced his chin on his palm, while admiring the duo.

Saahasya smiled wide, when Arwin laid his head on her one lap, wrapping her hand himself around her. She stroked his head lovingly, and patted him while she started singing,

(Song suggestion : "Aararo aariraro.." from Siruththai movie - highly recommended while reading)

https://youtu.be/F7BFF1iXVRY

She smiled looking at Arwin, who smiled widely with shining eyes. At that moment, she felt to live her entire life, only for his happiness. She looked up to look into her man child's smiling eyes, the way he admired them, made her heart warm.

Aaraaro aariraro...

Ambulikku naerivaro

Arwin slowly starting drifting off sleep, while Saahasya looked at his innocent face and sang with a smile.

Thaaiyaaana thaai ivaro...

Thangaratha thaerivaro

Tears flowed down Arkshaan's cheeks when he saw them. He felt an unknown happiness and calmness. She always looked divine whila singing, but this felt entirely different for him; even though she didn't give birth to Arwin, he saw more than what a mother would hold in her heart for her child, in her eyes. Her eyes shined in love; her heart screamed her affection to his son. At that moment, he felt like he was the luckiest man in the world.

Moochupattaa nogumunnu...

Moochadakki muthamitten

She kissed Arwin's forehead, who was now half sleep, hold her hand tightly in his kutty hands, and she smiled widely looking at Arkshaan, who too smiled with tears. Suddenly she frowned when her man child pouted looking at her. 

Nizhalupattaa nogumunnu...

Nilavadanga muthamitten

She understood what her valarntha kozhantha was yearning for; she smiled at him lovingly, and blinked her eyes to call him near her. Looking at her eyes, he jumped with joy, and came towards her with much happiness, making her fake glare at him, for making noise which would wake Arwin. He quickly pouted and mouthed a 'sorry' with his puppy eyes, making her chuckle at him.

Thoongaa mani vilakkae...

Thoongaama thoongu kannae

Without her voicing out anything, he laid on her other lap, hugging facing her, and smiled at her lovingly. He pouted more, when he saw her stroking his son's hair, but not his. Saahasya fake glared and then smiled wide, looking at his childishness, and stroked his hair too, which made him smile wide, closing his eyes instantly.

It felt like a dream for her; both her important souls in her life, together in her hands felt like a heaven. She wanted to cry out loud how she was feeling right at that moment. She felt complete; she was ready to do anything to make them happy forever. Her song made him smile and soon fall asleep with a cute smile adorning his maby (man+baby) face.

Aasa agal vilakkae...

Asaiyaama thoongu kannae...

She couldn't resist the cuteness of both while sleeping. Her hand caressed both her children's face, making them smile in sleep, and smiled with tears, looking at the lovely sight. She bent downed and kissed her valarntha kozhanthai's forehead with full of love, prolonging it for few seconds, letting her lips linger there for some more time. 

Aaraaro aariraro...

Aariro aariraro

At that moment, she promised them that she would be their everything, and shower all her love on both her kutty kanna and valarntha kozhanthai forever; if possible, even more!

Her thoughts went back to Arwin's hurt face. She sighed and made up her mind,

'Arwin kaha itha na panniye aahanum..'

To be continued............

Author's Note :

Hi Makkale!

So here's the 52nd part of the story! Keep guessing what's going to happen next!

Expect more twists and turns in the upcoming chapters!

So ipo sollunga bha! DrishTi pathi ena feel panreenga? It's hard for Drishyan to rebuild another relationship with her after his genuine feelings towards Yara isn't it? hope I didn't make you sad..time heals everything bha!! epdi irunthuchu nu solunga..did you like it?

Arwin oda feeling pathi ena nenaikreenga? he is just a 4 year old child. Avan amma kaha aegurathu thappilla la? it will definitely take some time and need more effort to fill that place of his mother in his heart la? hope I did justice to it!

How was it to read with a song? anyone tried? please pour your comments bha!!

What do you think about Arkshya right now? rush panama slow ah povom..before she becomes his wife, it was important for her to make Arwin happy at any cost la? she was ready for it..but enna nadakatha pohuthu?

Finally, Saahasya Arwin kaha enna panna poranga?

Ethirparaathathai ethirparungal! Until then keep supporting me!

With love,

Aathvi