Rachael's POV

It has been a few months i've known and live with the turtles. I also visited my family a few times and lucky me,Kyle,forgive me and she was getting better with tennis! I was getting close with Raph and he always hung out with me. Sometimes,he taught me how to fight and Master Splinter saw my potential and gave me my own weapon! yay! ^^ It was a kusarigama. Day by day, i starting to feel something weird in me when i was near Raph. I just know how handsome he is..-Wait,what!? It was another day when i just done training with Raph. I went into my room to take some rest when i heard some voices outside.

"Are yah all,crazy!?"

" Oh,come on,Raph! Just admit you like her!"

"Aww!~ Raphie in love~"

"Na'ah,i am not!!"

" Well,then why are you blushing?"

I opened the door to see what was going on and i stopped when i heard Raph yelled...

" WHO EVEN WANT TO BE IN LOVE WITH A GIRL THAT MADE HER FRIEND IN COMA!?!?"

Silence filled the lair.

"Beside,It's not like some other guy don't want her!" 

" Umm..Raph??" Mikey called

" WHAT!?! NO MORE TEASING!!" Raph yelled

My body couldn't contain all of it anymore and i almost fell. Raph heard me and turned only to saw me crying.

" R-Raph.."

" Rachael! I-I..!!"

" I THOUGHT YOU UNDERSTAND ME!! I THOUGHT YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND!! I THOUGHT..!! I THOUGHT YOU KNEW MIA'S ACCIDENT WASN'T MY FAULT!! I THOUGHT..!! I THOUGHT YOU'RE DIFFERENT!!" I yelled angrily

" But,I!!!-"

" YOU KNOW WHAT!? MAYBE I SHOULD JUST GET KILL BY ERIC SACKS!! JUST TAKE EVERYTHING FROM ME!! I MADE A BIG MISTAKE FOR..!!!" i paused and closed my eyes

" For loving such a freak,that can't understand others...that can't even understand himself.." I said and ran away,ignoring everyone else calling me

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Stupid!!Stupid!!Stupid!!A jerk!!! A freak!!! A big meanie!!!! I was crying while running and i stopped at a park before sat on a bench before continued crying. What did i just say..?? I just said..that i am in love with Raph...But i hated him!! I really hated him!! ..........

" But no matter,how much i hates him,i can't...call him..a monster..i can't...stop loving him.." I sniffed and i looked into my reflection at the puddle and i shocked.

My eyes...My red eyes....They were glowing...What...am i..?? Who..Am i..? How can all of this happened?? A red water dropped on the puddle. I touched my neck and just realized they was a scratch. Maybe,it happened when i was training with Raph. When i looked at the blood and my red eyes,they remind me of..Raphael...

" My eyes...Red as my blood... My blood....Red as his mask.." I sighed and i kept crying.

-Gshaa-

Huh? I turned and the only thing i remembered was...a person hit me before i knocked out.