To the purest soul of them all and to the sweetest person that have ever walked on earth, I just want to tell you - and I'm sure of it - that I love you through it all - and more than anything. You have been my favourite smile to look at for more than five years now - and you'll forever be. Just by looking at videos of you, I am the happiest. Every time my world crashes  down, your music is there for me. People think that dedicating a huge part of my life to you is weird, or dumb, or useless, but for me, it gives a sense to my life - a reason to every sacrifices I need to make. And I know I'm just a fan in millions of others, but hearing your voice is everything I need. And it might be insane to love your idol more than you love life itself - but I'd never regret that. To feel the love you have for us and the special relation you have with each one of us is the purest thing ever. You'd literally ask anyone who knows me at least a little, and the two things that they'd say to describe me are "Shawn Mendes and hockey". Since the first minute your first song was out, I've been vibing to your music. Your own music, do you realize how awesome this is?! I'm so proud of you and I'll always be. To get to see you once, soon even twice, is the best gift life could've give me. To see you live and to actually feel your music in "real" is the best feeling. The way every single fan is singing their hearts out... Wow. Never had a feeling as great as this is. With the fact that I am a fan since I'm really young, I grew with you and your music was there for important steps in my life. Through love and heartbreaks, it was there. Your voice gave me so much strength when I didn't know what to do. Your music, in my mind, was like the little voice telling me to continue and to never, never give up. Through every tears my teenage years made me drop, you were there. Maybe not physically, but through music, you were present... And you cannot know the importance this has for me.

To Shawn Mendes, my favourite guy in the whole world. ❤️