I was listening radio with my mom earlier, and the top 6 most asked songs of the week were playing. In the third position was TNHMB. After the song, the guy talked and said "what a guy Shawn Mendes is. He's so talentful, humble and what an icon for our generation". So I started thinking back of this crazy year. Soon enough, it will marks one freaking year that Shawn dropped his album. Since this, he became what an artist. I've support him for years and years and dropped so many things for him. I've always believe that he was a wonderful artist and knew believing in his talent wasn't a mistake. While thinking back at all he made, i've realized i've never really understood how big he is becoming. I've always focus on his music and the person he was and didn't really realized he was becoming one of the biggest singers of our generation. TNHMB reached number 1 in the last weeks and i didn't really realized (i love that word sorry) the matter it has. Not only does it mean his song is loved and he finally gets recognization, but that means he's hell of a big artist. Doing better then the artists he looks up to and selling too much albums, songs and show tickets is something i've always wanted to see him do. I'm so proud of how hard he works and how far he is going to reach. I've never thought my little baby, my young secret would be that of known. I love and miss him sooo much. Thinking back of his show and how freaking loud and hysteric it was made me think that "shit, this ain't a joke. My boy is getting number 1 soon enough". I'm super excited for the next album because I know he can reach another level, an even better quality of music and vocals.
I know Shawn won't see this but I had to get everything out. I love him with all my heart, even to death, and couldn't be prouder of him. I know he can reach higher then the stars and do what no one ever did.

{posted on Instagram, in my fan account, as a caption}