Laurence has his head resting on my body. His ruffled light brown hair sat untidy on his head. I longed to reach out and hug him. He may not be my real brother but he is the best brother I have had in a long time. Kyle.. he.. he really hurt me. I love him till death do us part and he threw that away faster than you can even say love.

          His breathing is soft but slightly ragged. The way you breath after or during crying. I can't beleive I've done this to them.

           My 'family' whom couldn't give a damn about me I bought so hard to stay with. I gave life a second chance and I fucked it up.

           I am such an idiot. Cadenza, Laurence, mom and dad. They all care for me! I just couldn't see it. I was blinded by my own made up pain.

          I'm so sorry I've done this to you. I love you all so much.

          With that, my eyes slowly shut once again. I couldn't muster up the strength to open them once more, but knowing Laurence has been by my side helped me sleep with ease.

Hey guys! Hope you like this chapter! I'm not sure if I'll make a schedule or not, but let me know if I should! I am kind of busy rn with my drawing commisions so I made a bunch of chapters so look forward to those!