First year

There's this boy here who keeps eyeing me like I have a snake on my nose. I personally think it's pathetic, it's not that hard to leave me alone. Then he was in mine and Sev's compartment, he just laughed at Sev calling him weird and stupid, just in other words. I hoped to avoid him when we got to Hogwarts. I'm sitting in bed while writing this and everything is so wonderful! Do you know that there are ghosts here? Real ghosts! The Sorting Ceremony was really great... except one thing. I'm not in the same house as Sev, I'm with that boy with a bird's nest for hair and glasses. My luck is just horrible! I hope to stay best friends with Sev though.

Second year

Evans is always with that Snivellus. She punched me once because I told the goo ball what he was. A goo ball. He guffawed like a dumb idiot behind his disgusting hand when she touched my face. I hate his hand, and even more when Evans touches it. She's going to get infected! The poor girl's going to get ruined. Sirius says I like her, but, I mean, I don't. I- I don't, right? Yeah no, I don't. Yes, you do~ from your lovely friend, Sirius.

Third year

I'm not quite sure why but I think Potter's gone more stupider over the summer. Honestly, now he's starting to ask me out (every tine I say no, don't worry) every day! Professor Binns still doesn't ask questions and I can barely stay awake. So that's good! Marlene says that me and Overly-Large-Bighead would look good together, needless to say, I almost hexed her hair a rotten green colour. We're thirteen, what does she expect? People are changing, wonder why.

Fourth year

I've noticed something about Lily. She's gotten a little less close with Snivelly. WOOOOOOOO! She doesn't always look very happy, and it makes me want to go over there, but she would slap me. And Sirius, I can see you reading AND NO, I AM NOT LOVESICK! I dunno, McGonagall lets us call her Minnie now, so I guess that's good. Oh, and we dyed the Slytherins hair Gryffindor colours and Sirius and Remus somehow managed a way to get mini fireworks in to Snivelly and the rest's trousers! Watching them running around with their hands over their bottoms was absolute heaven! Even the Hufflepuffs were laughing and they're the nice ones. I swear I nearly saw Lily's mouth lift. I swear! It disappeared off her face the second she saw Snivellus. I don't understand why she cares so much! Who could care about a slimy git like Snape?

Fifth year

I'm done. I've had enough. I'm not dealing with Severus anymore. He called me the 'M' word and I'm tired of it. I knew I shouldn't have carried on being friends with him since he called a second year that. Potter blames himself, he told me from outside the Prefects' bathroom. He sat and talked to me for a whole three hours and I can't lie to you, it was a nice thing to do and he made me feel better. Yes, the boy who has annoyed me for the past two years, made me feel better. I'm confused now, is he a bad person or not? It's great having Alice as a friend, she's the therapist of Hogwarts. Marlene is saying I should join his fan group (Potter's Admirers, or whatever) and I did something I wanted to do since third year. I hexed her hair green. I removed it straight after because I'm a good friend. She's still annoyed at me, her four poster curtains are drawn. Whoops. I'm going to say sorry. Oh, and she's fine. Guess a five letter word can make everyone feel better... or I've been asking her for the past hour. Hmm, wonder which one it is.

Sixth year

Moony says I need to deflate my head and Lily will start to think of me differently, but do you know how hard that is when ypu have such a perfect body?! Like, have you even seen my jaw line? People say it's sharper that their new quill and I know it! They don't need to tell me, though I do like the attention. My eyes are the most beautiful hazel colour that everyone (including myself) can't help but love. But I get where he is coming from. He thinks that it would be better to let Lily tell me that my jawline is groovy (I learnt that word from Sirius who got it from Moony, those two have been spending an awful lot of time together. Oh well) as hell. I'm going to spend the rest of this year glorifying myself because it's just fun. Not really seriously. But I am smokin' though.

Seventh year

So, yeah. I said yes. I said yes to James. I do really like him and, as a seventeen year old girl, I think it would be nice to finally get a boyfriend. James must be committed if he pranced around a girl for six years so I hope, just hope, that maybe he won't cheat on me. Of course, there is always the possibility that he is, there are much better girls out there, but I will respect that and try not to rip his hair out. Maybe things will get better. Way better. Severus really doesn't like me for it, sneers in my face 'Oh, you're just as pathetic as the rest if them. Stalking after heart breaking Potter. How sad, Lily. I hope he doesn't leave you to the dogs." How I hate him! I want to wash his hair with spiky gloves on and get all the shampoo in his eyes. Is that a bit crazy? Don't care actually.

Seventh year: Leaving for the last time

I hold Lily's hand and stand on a bench. I was ready to do it. I bought a ring with Sirius in Hogsmeade and Padfoot nearly squealed when I told him I found the right one. Such a gay boy. Not that I mind. Actually, he probably is gay! Oh my Godric! This is great! Oh, anyway, on with the story. I stood on a bench and got weird looks from everyone except my friends. Sirius batted his eyelashes, Moony pretended to flip his hair back and Wormtail just grinned.
"So Lily Evans, as you may or may not know, I love you. Like loads. You're somebody who just seems to make everything better, like a lantern, maybe? I dunno, I don't think there us anything on this Earth to describe how you make me feel. I do know though, that I want to spend all my time with you. Forever, when the flowers bloom and leaves fall. So please will you marry me?" I've never been good at speeches, don't judge. Pads pretented to burst in to tears and my friends clapped, while Lily stood frozen.
"Yes." She whispered, barely audible. I looked at her, eyes wide. Guys, the girl of my dreams just agreed to marry me! Praise!
"Yes?"
"Yes. I'll stay with you every time the flowers bloom and leaves fall." She grinned, eyes glazed with tears. And she never broke her promise. We watched the world move around us, together.

my, you gave me a shock! this one was so rushed and i'm sorry. i'll try and improve. thank you to all the new readers and voters. sorry for the short author's note.
see you next millenium.