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"Drake," I smiled up at him, "I love you, did you k-know that idiot..." I couldn't win the fight, my eyes feel so heavy and the light just shined brighter. I could feel myself walking to it as it shined brighter and brighter........

Why is the world cruel to me...?

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Man, my mom is going to revive me and then kill me for dying...

I look around to see myself surrounded by darkness. Where the hell am I? Why is it so dark here?

Was there not even a heaven or hell?

Is it going to be darkness forever...?

It feels as if I'm here but at the same time I'm not there. Does that even make sense? This is just confusing and scary. I would have thought there was going to be at least something. Is it because I didn't believe in god? Is this actually hell because I'm not straight?

........ Yeah right, like I was destined to go to hell for something stupid like that.

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Wait, is it!? But I was nice for crying out loud! Wait, I did steal and broke rules a lot... This must be hell for me if I'm here overthinking about things. I wonder how's everyone one doing? My enemies might be actually sad that I'm not there to fight with them anymore.

My friends and family must be crying their eyes out over me. Man, this sucks! I shouldn't have seen that kid running, how am I suppose to watch my anime! Or even read my mangas!

Being dead sucks.....

I sigh and looked in front of me. Is that light? It's very tiny.... maybe if I walked closer it'll get bigger, right? My legs just moved on their own walking towards it. It feels as if I'm not even making progress with getting closer to the light.

That's when I started to run. I feel as if I'm flying to the light instead of running to it. It felt like hours just getting close to the light, yet I'm not tired at all. How odd. The light gets bigger by an inch really. Well, that's how it feels like to me.....

After what felt like hours, I was standing in front of the light. It was almost shaped like a door and it was exactly my height. Should I touch it or go through it? I'm scared... What if I'm just sent back to the beginning and I have to do the whole thing again. What if.....

What if I forget everything.....?

I slowly moved my hand to the light, hovering over it slightly. I could hear voices, one of them grunting and slightly yelling. What's happening there? I swallowed the lump in my throat and put my arm through it. I gasped as it pulled my whole body through it.

Memories. That's all I saw....

Memories of my Mother.

My Father.

My Brother.

My Friends.

The kind acts I ever did to anyone....

The most important one......

All my good memories with my family that I hated so much.

I'm screaming, I'm crying, letting all my sorrow out about all that I have lost that was so precious to me......

Why me! Why did I have to die!! I never wanted this to begin with, I wanted to live and see more of that damned world!!!!

I WANT TO BE ALIVE AGAIN!!!!!

It hurts so much......

Why was the world always against me.......

I know I always wished to not live but I didn't want it to end like this....

I heard voices around me, they sound so echoing and weird. I know I heard that language before but my mind is blank with my memories. Everything is confusing. I feel myself being lifted up and covered in something. It's rather warm and my crying has come down.

I'm pretty sleepy like this.

I hear a tired voice near me saying something. I think it's directed at me.

".... Rena Tachibana...."

That's all I can understand from that person. I wonder who that is, it's a nice name actually. I can see darkness but there's light. My eyes must be closed. I try to pry them open but it feels so heavy and tiring to do it. I wanna see what's happening. A hand was stroking my head and it was rather soothing. It reminds me of Mamí....

I miss her.....

Maybe, I can start all over where ever I am....

That would be really nice.....

Slowly, I feel myself falling asleep as the person who was stroking my head was humming a beautiful lullaby to me. I never felt so calm, so protected..... So safe.

——— A few hours later(narrator from Spongebob lol) ———

So far, I was being fed by someone. I figured out what happened to me. Reincarnation. I always believed in that, now that I think about it. I'm a baby somewhere in the world where I don't know the language.

Wait, what they must be feeding me must be.......

I shivered at the thought. To think something like this was never going to happen since I was a lonely person with only a best friend. Sigh. What can I even do, it's part of surviving. Man, being a baby is a bit boring, I have to do nothing but eat, sleep, and use the bathroom in this diaper. Wait, I'm basically being lazy and that what I do best! I have been trained for this for my whole life, er, what used to be my life. I will be the laziest and easiest baby to handle and live with!! That will be my goal for this life! After I finish my feeding that is...

It can't be that bad being a baby where ever I am, right?

Oh man! That means I have to restart school!! I regret saving that kid now. Mom, please revive and I'll just avoid the furry of your Chancla. I promise that when I die, I'll do it in style so you'll be proud of how I died. Well, I did save a kid...

Puberty is going to be a bitch again...

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Hello and welcome to another chapter in this story of mine. Hope you enjoy reading it. The next chapter will have a lot of time skips because I don't feel like getting into every detail of her new self.

Do you guys like her new name? Rena actually means reborn and I was thinking, "This is so ironic if I put that as her new name."

I was thinking of either updating every Monday and Saturday or on Mondays or Saturdays. What do you guys think?

If you guys haven't notice, she's been reincarnated into a baby where she is to restart life. I can go into full detail about reincarnation since I believe in that but it'll make this author's note real long. I might do that next chapter or you guys can look it up to know more about it.

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