Cutting part 2
Kanan P.O.V
I entered the Ghost and went to my cabin to meditate. I needed a break for a moment. Lately Ezra has been messing up in training and I don't know why. I try to stay calm but sometimes I loose my temper with him. I know the kid is trying his best and I don't want to discourage him.
As I meditating, there was a knock on the door. "Come in" I said. The door opened to reveal Hera. "Kanan can I speak with you" Hera asked me. I nodded and stood up. "What do you want to speak about?" I asked her. She sighed before speaking.
"I'm worried about Ezra" she said in a worried tone. "Why is that" I asked her with concern. "When I was in the cockpit, I was watching you two train outside. When you just walked in to the ship, Ezra just stayed there. A few moments later, he was flaying his lightsaber around in frustration" Hera told me.
"Is there any thing else?" I asked. She nodded. "Most of the time now he is always in his room. When I go and see if he is OK he doesn't answer me. Kanan can you please talk to him" Hera asked with sorrow in her eyes. I sighed. "OK I will" I said as I went to talk to my padawan
I walked down the corridor and knock on the kids door. "Ezra can I talk to you for a moment" I asked but got no response. "Ezra please" I asked again but still no reply. I then used the force to open the locked door. When I did my worried and panic went from 0 to 100 fast.
I seen Ezra on the ground with cuts all over his arm bleeding out freely and a knife in the other. I ran over to him and shook him. "Ezra. Ezra can you hear me" I asked but with no response. I pulled out my comlink. "Hera we have a problem. Prepare the med bay" I said into the com.
"Why what's wrong" she asked with worrie. "It's Ezra. Meet me there" I told her. "On it" she replied. I put my comlink down and had my attention on getting to the med bay.
*Time skip because I can 😜*
I was waiting outside of the med bay to hear what Hera had to say. Soon the door opened and Hera walked out. "So how is he?" I asked. "He should be fine. I'm just glad you got to him in time. If not he might have lost a lot of blood" Hera told me.
I sighed in relief. "So can see him" I asked her. "No not yet. He needs rest and you can speak to him when he is up" she told me as she walked back to the cockpit.
*Next day*
It was the next morning and I wanted to see if Ezra was OK. I walked in to the med bay. To my surprise he was already awake. "Hey Ezra" I said. He turned to me and frowned. "Hey" he replied.
I walked over and sat at the side of the bed. "Are you going to explain why you were cutting yourself" I asked him. He sighed. "I don't know. These last few days you have been training me non stop. I don't know why I am messing up training lately but I'm sorry about that. Then you got mad at me and I guess I just got deppresed. Then I found that old knife in my bag and I couldn't help myself. I'm sorry Kanan".
I was a little shock by this new news. Ezra did dia because of me being frustrated at him. Now I feel even more bad. Ezra was silent for a moment until I heard him take in a shaky breath, meaning he was crying.
"Ezra I'm so sorry I got mad at you from training. I didn't know why I was so annoyed at everything and everyone" I told him. He looked up at me with tears running down his face but he had a smile. "It's OK. I forgive you" he said before hugging me and I hugged back.
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So I'm not that good with fluffy family stuff but more with angst
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