*this is a short chapter because it's just a filler until the wedding*

Dallons pov:

I'm honestly freaking out right now. The closer it gets to me and Andy's wedding day, the more nervous I get. I'm having the same dream over and over again. I start to walk down the isle Andy is crying. He yells at me saying it's all my fault Brendon killed himself. He pulls a gun out of his pocket and shoots himself. 

I always wake up screaming at that part. I'm sweating and hyperventilating. Andy tries to calm me down. He kisses me until my heart beat is back down to it's normal pace. Andy's lips are so hot. Every time he kisses me I just want to take his clothes off. It's going to be hard not rip his clothes off of him at the wedding.

I just don't want to lose him like I lost Brendon. My biggest fear is having the person. I love kill himself on our wedding day. As if and can read my mind d he tells me, "It was not you that caused Brendon to do what he did. He had problems that he wasn't taking care of and anything could've set him off that day it wasn't because of you." Andy hugs me. 

I cry on his shoulder as he says, "I love you Dallon and I'm never going to leave you. I promise." He kisses me one more time before we lay back down. We cuddle until we both fall asleep.

It's the same every night. I feel bad that I'm doing this to Andy. He tells me he doesn't care and that he loves making me feel better. That's one of the things I love most about Andy. The list of reasons I love him is too long to think of everyone. I can't wait to become Dallon Biersack.