I'm going to start to put trigger warnings at the beginning of these, so trigger warning for this chapter: rape and overdose/suicide

psteezy        etewentz i lobwuou ao miuc thanj tou foe tahimf nw to thw comcett in sobinf caus ur such anixe person n rvet tjpuh youev sont all the studf yve don to ne and i dont wbry vare anyme beu like i lune u tok mich fr my pwn goos

ryandab       i will translate: pete wentz i love you so much thank you for the concert i am sobbing cause you are such a nice person and even though youve done all that stuff to me and i dont care anymore but like i love you too much for my own good

pweezy       trick,,,, i love you too but you shouldnt forgive me i am a horrible person i mean some of the stuff i did,,,, i cant

brendab        pete i feel like we havent heard the whole story

pweezy       you havent but i wont tell w/o tricks permission

psteezy     i dont know i mean fuck i kinda fine

pweezy        are you sure patrick

spence         you dont have to tell us trick if you dont want

psteezy          nonono itsokay you can tell them pete

pweezy       this was a while ago before i cheated on them so like i was drunk and horny um and madew payrcok pleseure me idirkr know whati was doi nfg and the nezt day onwoke up and tris to od bur trick came n made me thr ow up the pills and i couls forgivw myself foe what i dind ik its horibw annfi cant exprezw how mixh i hate myselfbbut ivant even dtart to imahen what it did to payrick but they sia fit doesnt mayter  but it does i luve tuem and iriuned everyhng patrick is an amdibg perosn so pleade dotn wver hurt yhem huert me vecause i devers it

brendab        pete that is practically rape

psteezy       nO iT WASNT DONT YOU EVEN HE DID NOT NO BRENDON ITDOESNTMATTER HE WAS DRUNK

spence        patrick he forced you into pleasuring him thats a horrible thing to do why did you even stay with him let alone look at him yet you let him hug you talk to you do all this stuff when he forced you to do sexual acts

psteezy        please stop I DO NOT CARE ABOUT IT ANYMORE i have gotten over it he wasnt just drunk he was high and he shot up heroin or what ever you call it

ryandab         patrick its not okay

pweezy       imgoin ghom sory for inv ading patrock i pove you so fuckn muxh u arw sp beiaful

psteezy      no dont leave me

pweezy       but i did all that stuff how can you even look at me let alone cuddle me

ryandab        patrick he does not deserve that stop touching him

patrick pulled pete back onto their bed and cried into pete's chest.

pweezy        they are crying why are you guys doing this to them idc if u do it to me but dont hurt them

spence         they are cuddling you????

psteezy        yes he is now let me do what i want im 17 not five spence

spence       patrick baby i love you so much i dont want you to get hurt

psteezy        i wont i trust pete enough to know that he wont hurt me

yikey way™          pete you left your binder at my house

gee💒          mikey what are u doing up at 4 in the morning

yikey way™       pete left his binder

pweezy          o h

psteezy        michael you just outed pete great job he wasnt ready yet you asshole

pweezy      idosnt matyer

pete held patrick closer and few tears slipped out of his brown eyes "i-i wasnt ready t-trick why couldn't he j-just dm me i-i mean h-he should know that i-i wasn't out yet" patrick nodded and kissed pete's chest and murmured "y-you a-are b-beautiful n-no m-matter w-what pete"

yikey way™       sorry pete i thought i was sending you it on a private message

pweezy      oh so uh ib a trandgende boy

spence       aye twins  

spence      wait never mind im not a rapist

psteezy kicked spence from the chat

ryandab        that was rude of spencer

pweezy      ami rly arapist

gee💒      no

brendab         no you are not pete but i stg if you ever hurt patrick again you will be a dead meme

psteezy      you dont know me

brendab     i do know you

ryandab        pete just dont hurt them again

pweezy          i wonti prombse

patricks smiled, wrapped his legs around petes and sighed into petes chest before falling asleep

pweezy        i love them too much to ever hurt them

gee💒        take care off them they havent felt loved in long time

pweezy       i know good night

i had a great birthday and got panic! and tøp tickets so (((((:
sorry that this is so sad but peterick is starting up again and just clearing it up pete is ftm transgender but not many people knew that he is trans (only mikey,patrick and brendon) they though he was a cis male sorry if its confusing