!!!!WARNING: Swearing!!!!
Apparently I'm using my mental disability as an excuse (I'm not I just bring it up occasionally because I'm worried I'll be blamed for something I can't help or I'll bring it up because I'm being blamed for something I can't help like speaking for too long, but they're just yelling at me for it instead of alerting me that I'm talking too much.)

'I don't know' or shrugging is not an acceptable answer as to why I don't do my work or when she asks the equivalent of 'are you retarded?' or 'what's your damage?' but in a more wordy way (I don't know why, I just can't and she already knows I have ADHD.)

My apologies are insincere (I say sorry a lot, but that doesn't mean I'm insincere most of the time I apologize for things that I should not be apologizing for.) and that I never change even though I apologize (not each apology means it's something I can change. It just means that I recognize that my flaws have inconvenienced you and I didn't mean for them to.)

Threatened me with a knife

Tried to get me to help with a ritual (Countless ones actually) - Went to the dean because my other friends were also reporting how they felt about Q and how they felt pressured to be her friend.

Pushed me into the wall for saying "isn't a republic technically a type of democracy?" When that's what we were learning in Civics and she's the one who started the conversation that I was just going along with.

Said she'd kill me after I was talking with G about where M (trans kid) was when he was out sick (That's what I heard her say at least. She was talking so quietly that it was hard to tell, but I definitely heard kill you)

Pushed me again when I didn't hear what she had said (I zoned out; I was focusing too much on what I was going to do in that study hall that I completely didn't hear her.) I wasn't pushed into a wall just pushed so I would stumble though knowing me if I hadn't actually noticed her glare and prepared myself for the impact I probably would've tripped over my own two feet and fell.

Almost got into a fight with G because G was talking about how the library got a new book called 'How to be transgender' or something like that and she said it should be called 'How to go to hell'. She blamed me for that happening all because I informed M that she was talking shit about him. She said that it was my fault and that if I never said anything to M, none of this would've happened. I was honestly quietly rooting for G. When it escalated I tried to block it out to keep myself from nervously laughing and incurring Q or G's wrath

Slapped me for saying that I had based my character Andrea off of a character from Stardew Valley's one dialogue line (character Andrea was slightly based off of was Abigail because of the one rock-eating line she has) - Andrea is in a book that I might publish here later.

Told me my ideas were unoriginal and like fanfiction (She has no right to talk shit about my works to my face when the book series she's working so hard to rewrite was originally Maleficent self-insert fanfiction.)

Talked shit about M using his former name behind his back more so right in front of him, but whispering to me. I only nodded so she wouldn't get pissed and come after me. Once when she was talking shit I accidentally replied using M's former name but quickly corrected myself.

Threatening to kill herself when V said she didn't want to be her friend

Called V the only light in her life while I'm just the major annoyance when V started to ignore her (V became friends with her again but only out of guilt for hurting Q's feelings)

Has made me feel like I needed to apologize for talking about my interests (She just responded with a very snappy 'I don't care. When are you going to realize I don't care.' I responded with 'I know, I'm sorry' like it was something I should apologize for when I was only talking about my interest for a few seconds before she cut me off to say that she didn't care. I realize I talk a lot, but when it's something I know I've never talked about with you and I'm really excited to share it with you, being told 'I don't care' or 'I have no idea what you're talking about' when I'm explaining the best I can is like being stabbed in the chest. I realize that not everyone likes what I like but saying something like 'I'm not really interested in that' or 'That's not really my style' is better than brushing me off for talking about something I love.)

Basically scolded me for not doing my work (I get reminding your friend to do their work, but basically raising your voice at them in the hall and practically screaming at them to do their work or else they're going to end up having a terrible life is not what you do.)

Calls me annoying to my face almost constantly (Mainly, when I try to even mention one of my interests. God forbid I try to speak about something that isn't her. I know I get really self absorbed like that sometimes, but with her it's all the time and I can barely get a word in without being shot down unless it is in some way relating to her.) I know I'm annoying but I try my hardest not to be but without being told how I'm annoying her it's hard. I know that when I got into this sort of hyperactive poke/touch (I basically felt the urge to touch everything and run around) state for like a week she hated that so I've not been poking her and she decided she's going to get back at me by annoying me with random lines from Spongebob which is really just pissing me off more than annoying me because it's always when I'm about to stop talking and do my work or when I'm trying to focus on my class work. (Though she probably didn't realize that)

Glares at me, seemingly for just existing.

Demands I pay her back for asking her to help me with my writings without explaining what she wants (Besides me helping with the ritual). I know it's not right for me to just ask something of her and not expect her to want something back, but she doesn't even try to explain what she wants from me (except my blood for the ritual)

I must type Okay instead of ok when texting her even though they're the same thing because she hates modern day slang