A lot of fucking drama in my family. My mum and her girlfriend, Starla, bicker nonstop. My mum drinks and they both smoke. They usually accuse each other of cheating then when I go to comfort them they respond with hateful words. Now when I see someone crying or upset I don't know what to do so I stand or sit there awkwardly waiting for someone else to comfort them.

My sister wants me to come live with her and my grandparents. Truthfully, I want to live with them too. At least I'd be away from the worst of the drama, but then I'd be thrown into a judgmental suburban school.

Sometimes I just wish I could go back to being a kid. When I didn't worry what people thought of me and when my mum hadn't known her. I swear if my mum had never met her girlfriend there wouldn't be this much drama.