Grayson's Pov.

   I read that people who are in a coma can listen to what you say but can't answer or move, and even sometimes they wake up because they want to answer.

"Hey....... i-ummm. I just want to talk to you. Hope you are listening." I said hesitating to continue. But out of nowhere i got the urge to continue.

"I am sorry. I really am. I can't say excuses because none well be good enough. I did this because i have problems of my own that hurt me. Because of that i don't want anyone who is always happy and cheerful to smile anymore, because i couldn't. I am really stupid and i really want to change but i need your help, because you stayed strong for a really long time now." I was going to finish but i was cut by a nurse

"You need to leave. Guest time is over she needs rest." The nurse said not interested in what she was saying.

I got up and left. I really did open up. I will do this again. I feel better at least, to have her to talk to again. I miss our talks, all our hang outs.

She was a really big part of my life. We spent each moment of our childhood together. I caught feelings and when I was going to tell her but my parents got the divorce and I pushed everyone away. I didn't want to see anyone. I thought she was going to wait but I mean I shouldn't have guessed that she had her own problems after all. She was in her own pain after all, her own mess.