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It is too difficult,

too difficult for me to let you go, 

I cannot watch you slip off my hand ,
Remove you from my memory. 

I am reminded of you by the soft distant humming, which seems to travel with the wind.

Because you only need the light when it's burning low,
Only need the sun when it starts to snow,
Only know you love her when you let her go.....
Only know you've been high when you're feeling low,
Only hate the road when you're missing home ,
Only know that you love her when you let her go.

https://youtu.be/ZseEPQq33Ks

And only miss them when you let them go....

I drive as fast as possible but my vision is blurred due to unstoppable tears running down my face.  Right now all I can think of is being close to you, I wish if you could be with me when I need you the most, because my morning and my nights cannot start and end without you. Now I can only hope and pray that you are in a better place, a more peaceful one, but I know if you would have been here you would say that everything seems like heaven in the shelter of my arms. Ha and how easily I would have held you more stronger, tighter, closer to me.

Every morning you would wake up before me, not to give me a bedside tea but to wake me up to your melodious voice and accords of your piano, singing your favorite song..
I loved the way you would sing and tried to wiggle out of my grip when I would start playing the piano with my hands on yours. It was an utter bliss.
And I would always envelope you in my arms after your chorus would end. It all seems too long ago. I wish I could turn back time and make you mine again. Ah the desperation I am in is overwhelming. 

I almost ram into a car while trying to find a place to park.
But there is no one in here to pay attention .

I don't know what to do now she is across the sea and oceans, and here I am sulking in my own misery. The web of my own sins has bounded me from reaching across and capturing her in my realm. And I have no other alternative, I asked for it. Maybe if I would have begged her on my knees not to leave, then there would have been a little hope that she would have pondered upon her decision again. But me and my damn ego, and she and her stubborn self.

I don't want to go back to the apartment and dread over the memories of ours. Because I don't even have the will power to go to the airport and grab the next flight, which would eliminate the physical distance between us.
Hell, I don't even know if you want me there.

Remember Aaron, she wanted space and you are not helping her get that. It's just been 3 days for God's sake you are acting like a lunatic already, get a grip dude. My consciousness keeps knocking my head with those words. Let her be, she sure must have felt trapped with you.

Well she wanted space right, now she can have just that.

A/N

In italic are the song lyrics of-

Let her go 

By- passengers