Thinking of you makes me cringe

Because when I think you,

I think of you with him.

Thinking of you makes me cry

Because when I think of you,

I think of how with you, he tried.

Thinking of you makes me wonder

Because when I think of you,

I think of how he called you his thunder.

Thinking of you is nothing but frightening

Because when I think of you,

I think of how you called him your lightning.

Thinking of you makes me sick

Because when I think of you,

I think of how you two just clicked.

Thinking of you makes me upset

Because when I think of you,

I think of things that I haven't experienced yet.

Thinking of you makes me feel free

Because when I think of you,

I think of the two of you when I'm just me.

Thinking of you makes me happy

Because when I think of you,

I think of him being sappy.

Thinking of you makes me feel different things

Because when I think of you,

I think of how my heart is hanging on by a string.

Thinking of you is probably not good for me

Because when I think of you,

I think of all the things that I wish I could go back and not see.

Thinking of you has to come to an end

Because when I think of you,

I think of how we used to be friends.

C.V.