I walk and walk and walk and unconsciously open up a door. Before I realise it...I saw something I shouldn't have saw. Or maybe didn't want to see would be better. ..

Kushina was over hibari.My tears fall uncontrollably upon seeing this scene . Why in the world did I come here? I hate my legs that brought me here...I hate myself!!!

I. ..I want to give hibari a chance. Maybe I'm wrong.Maybe its not his fault.

me:its...its...not your fault right?

Kushina got off hibari and he walked towards me.Those eyes...I don't understand anymore...Why do you look at me like that?Those cold eyes like the first time I met him. I don't understand!!!Why use that eyes at me?!!!I did not do anything wrong!!!

me:answer me!!!

He didn't answer me. He just came and hugged me.More tears fall uncontrollably. I...I....I pushed him away like it was instinct.

me : I want an answer!! I don't know what you're thinking!!!You're always...so...so...quiet!!!

I ran out of the room into the hallway when I bumped into takeshi.I looked up to him and he had a worried expression.He was worried about me.

me:move!!!

Takeshi just stood there and than hugged me.Takeshi...he stroked my back with one hand and the other to my hair.I...guess I wanted someone to comfort me and somehow I feel so much better now.

Just than I felt a tug at my arm and I was being pulled in the opposite direction. I feel myself leaving takeshi's arms when another tug was felt at my other arm . Takeshi wouldn't let go.

hibari : let go.

Hibari...his eyes were a little angry.He wants me back...Why do you treat me like that?Am I even precious to you?I clean my tears not wanting to seem weak in front of him.

takeshi : you've made her sad.Again.

hibari : its not your buisness.

takeshi : it is.Make her sad one more time and I don't guarantee I will not take her away from you.

Hibari looks down at me with dominant eyes.It was like he was unhappy. Unhappy at me?

hibari : why did you run?

He is...he is unhappy at me.Unhappy that I ran.

me : because...because to you...I may be just a toy. Than if so...I only saw something I shouldn't...

Suddenly I felt a tighter tug and takeshi's grab slide across my arm as I land in hibari's embrace.

hibari : baka. So that's what all this is about?

I've no more tears to fall anymore. I feel like a doll with no emotions. He just...grab me like that.I realise how weak I am in front of him.

me : I am just a toy to you. ..yet why do I feel so weak in front of you. I hate that.

hibari :baka (idiot). That's because you love me.I am yours too . Didn't you hear me that day?

me : hibari...don't lie...I thought. ..you weren't serious.You said probably. ..

He kissed me by the cheek,  'not to you.I don't lie.'he said softly.

He meant it...he meant what he said that day. I'm so happy that tears fall again.

He carried me in his arms like a little kid, 'you small little idiot . Don't take every word I say seriously.Except for the one I said just now . Except that. '

me:hibari. ..I'm so happy.

hibari : kyouya. Chibi.

me : chibi?

hibari : if I'm going to allow you use my name than I want a name only I can use on you.

me : kyouya!!!

hibari : eh . You're using my name pretty comfortably aren't you.chibi.

me : kyouya!!!

Gomene...takeshi.I must've hurt you unintentionally again...