hibari: come here . I'll help you zip it up.

I walked to his side and hugged him tightly.

me: I'm gonna really miss you.

He zipped it up for me. I was wearing the dress he gave me.

hibari: hmm...you're missing a little something.

me: something? I'm missing kyouya. If only you could go.

He pat on my head.I felt something tug onto my hair.

me: kyouya. ..?

I try to move out of his grasp to look at what's going on, on my hair but he just push me closer.

hibari: wait.

I felt a soft kiss on my forehead and he released his grip. A small smile came onto my face .

I touched around my hair and realized there was a small top hat.

me: kyouya!!!! Now I'm really like a doll !!!

hibari: * giggles* you're cuter like that.

hibari pov:

Her face turns glum and blackens.She took off the hair accessory roughly.

hibari: what are you doing?

me: I don't want to wear this for kojo.

I hugged her,  she's so nice to me.I can't ever think of letting her go.

me: I'll get another dress.

hibari: its ok.I want you to dress your best too. I am going too.Just not as your partner.

me: kyouya.Really? You're coming?!!!

hibari:un.

She squeezed me excitedly.

We walk out to the hall and we met kojo.

kojo:ah....that's not good.

my pov:

Kojo tore my dress off me roughly. My dress... My only dress...The dress that kyouya gave me...

Tears fall uncontrollably. I cried and made screaming noises.I really loved that dress.

Kojo forced me into his hug.

kojo:I'll give you something better. This dress, my dress is better.

I try to struggle out if his grasp. But I was crying too hard...I have no strength to push him away...

hibari pov:

my chibi...she clearly wants to get out.But she can't. Her eyes...its hurting me inside.

I reach my hand out to want to grab her arm to save her but got slapped away.

kojo: my ball, my dress, my rules.

hibari:tsk.

what have I done...my arrogance caused my chibi to suffer.

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my pov:

I had on a different hair accessory. a rose . A red elegant dress.Much longer on the ends than the one kyouya gave me.

kojo: how do you like your new dress?

me: nice. Thank you.

kojo: just nice? what is beautiful to you?

Kojo's face suddenly lean nearer.I just gave him a blank face. I was still angry at the dress he tore.

kojo: don't be so petty . I'll make another exact one to compensate you.

me: its not the same.

kojo: really. What's so special about that one? Cos its from that guy.

me: why did you reject Carrie?

I don't want to even answer his question. That wasn't just a dress from kyouya...

kojo: you answer mine first.

me: its my 1st dress.

kojo: nope.I gave you your first dress.You just didn't take it with you when you left the house.  This one, that you're wearing. Looks like you've forgotten.

me:I didn't forget. That was my job.

Suddenly he pinned me down onto the car sofa.

kojo: I love you at that time. It wasn't a job necessary. It was a gift. I told you that.

me: and the master said its not possible. You're the young master and I'm a servant.

kojo: I'm the head now.So its possible. And you're not a servant anymore.

me: I'm a peasant.

kojo: why do you reject me so much?!!! Is there not even a little feelings left inside there.

me:no. none. I only have kyouya.

kojo: he treated you like a toy before!!!

me: shut up!!! shut up!!! I don't want to hear anything!!!

I looked away from his direction.

kojo:FN.....

Suddenly he came in closer and started sucking onto my neck. 'uhn...'  I don't want....

I tried to push him away.I can't. ..I've no strength. I haven't been eating sweets for the past 3 hours. My hands and arms are weak...

me: go away!!!

He stopped and looked into my eyes.

kojo: than tell me. Why so much for a guy who does less than me?

me: you're the same. Shut up.You rejected carrie who did so much for you.

kojo: that's not the same!!! She betrayed me!!!

me: what...

kojo: I know.You wouldn't betray me. Because you always wear your feelings on your face.

me: that's not true.

kojo: I'm pretty sure it is . You're pushing me away because you're afraid that you'll fall in love with me isn't it?

me: shut up...

kojo: you do have some feelings left for me.

He licked onto me again. 'uhn...stop that...'

me: stop it!!!!

I have no strength to resist.I only can scream.

' I will not.' he whispered by my ear. I don't like it.

me: get off!!!!

Suddenly I black out...I guess my energy maxed out...someone get him off me...

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I woke up again to see that smirk face of his.

me: what....happened?

kojo: you really want to know?

me:erm...er...yea...

I blush a little.

kojo: nothing after you black out. I'm not that sick to do it with a corpse.

me:hey!!!!

kojo:why? you rather I did?

me:that's not what I mean!!!

kojo: but I did do something naughty.

me: *blush* eh....What the hell did you do...

kojo:I neh...only have honey sticks. I can't possibly just pour it into your mouth can I? So neh...I put it in my mouth and than transfer it into yours.

'Mouth by mouth. ' he licked his finger and slipped it into my mouth. I blush. 'doesn't it taste like honey?'

I slap his hand. 'stop it.'

kojo:how rough.

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I got off the car immediately the car stopped. I ran to kyouya and hugged him tightly.

Finally....I get to see him.

hibari:chibi...did he bully you?

me: he...he...

I didn't want them to fight over here. So I kept quiet.

me: never mind...

kojo: come back here . You agreed.

I left kyouya's hug reluctantly and so did kyouya let me go reluctantly. I feel his hand slip off my arm and mine off his.... kyouya. ..I'm so afraid...

kojo held onto my hand and we walked into the ball.

'Matsumoto-san is this your future partner?'

kojo: Paseo-san, well yes.

what....I was going to retaliate when he covered my mouth.

kojo: your mouth is dirty . Don't speak.Its rude. Here...

He took out his handkerchief and wiped my mouth though there's nothing.

kojo: don't speak unless I allow it.Or I won't even let you return to hibari-san.

me: you can't do that.

kojo: not if I kidnap you.

me: kyouya will come and find me.

kojo: I wonder how long that will take.Can you even wait that long?

Suddenly someone push me by the back and...*smack* my lips to his...

I try to push him away immediately. But kojo just held onto my shoulder tight and took advantage of the chance to slip his tongue into my mouth.

I didn't grant him permission. He realized that and released me.

kojo: maa...at least I got a second kiss.

I blush as he mention that.A little guilty too...

The rest of the night was pretty boring...all I did was find sweets to stuff into my mouth. kojo didn't allow me to go near kyouya.

So I could only look at him from afar.I could see he wasn't enjoying himself. Parties and balls weren't his thing anyway. 

He was standing alone at the balcony. A girl asked for a dance but he rejected. My kyouya...so alone...I want to go by his side.

He started to walk in my direction and finally he was right in front of me.

me:erm...kojo....

hibari: (interrupt) don't say anything about him.I don't give a shit of what he says.

me: kyouya. ..

I hugged him.

me: you looked so alone. I wanted to be there beside you.

hibari: I wanted you too.So I came. Did you eat any sweets? Are you ok?

kyouya...its kinda rare that he asks about me like that. Is it because after he knew about my illness.

me:um.Why did you come? Its not you to come.I...would've be fine. ..

hibari: well you would miss me wouldn't you?

me: kyouya!!!

hibari:* giggle* you need me . And I need to take care of you.

He pats my head.A...warm...smile... it was really really rare. Kyouya...this is your soft side?

I'm really enjoying his touch to my head. So comfortable I unconsciously lean to his body.

'FN. FN. FN.'

kojo's voice broke my comfortable trance. sigh... I left kyouya's brace and walked to find kojo.

me:yes?

kojo:where were you?

me: stuffing sweets.So I can hit you in the face later.

kojo:*giggles* hai hai.

'move!!!!!'

The huge ice sculpture came falling towards our direction. Out of instinct, I pushed kojo out of the way and I got hit.

I was lying on the floor and the ice stained red.The carpet was red so it looked like it had patches.

kojo:you okay?!!!!

me:I guess.

I force push the ice sculpture away.There were some shards that embedded in my flesh.

He carried me into another room and help me treated my wound.

kojo: go get alcohol.

hibari:tsk.I got it.

We were alone in the room.

me: you learnt first aid?

kojo:um.I can't expect you to always protect me can I? It was my secret.

me:kojo...

I looked away from him. I can't look to him. I have a feeling I'll get sucked in if I do. I'm. ..a weak person when it comes to these kinda things.

chiyuu...where are you when I need you? kyouya. ..where are you? I need you now.

Kojo took a seat beside me and moved my chin to look in his direction.

me:what?

kojo: let me protect you.

me:I...

At this moment the door clicked open, it was kyouya.

Suddenly kojo pushed me towards him and kissed onto my lips. I tried to push him away.

Kyouya. ..no... he was leaving. Its not what you see!!!

He left. No!!! I pushed kojo with more strength and he fell off the sofa. I ran after kyouya.

I can't catch up...he walks too fast...