kyouya...I miss you...

Than why did you leave me?

That voice. ..kyouya. ..is it you? It can't be...I'm sleeping it must be a dream.

I didn't. ..I answered anyway. ..

I felt a soft moist feeling at my forehead. I wake up wanting to know what's that. ..

Kyouya was standing a distance from the sofa I had fell asleep on. I can't see his face.His back faces me.

At this time carrie comes in and hug kyouya by the back.

carrie : I was looking for you everywhere.

hibari : came to find my toy.

carrie : oh well let's have a match. Me and her. How about that?

hibari : chibi. Go do your work.

me : fine.

Kyouya grabs onto my arm, 'I said go do your work.'

I shrug off his hand.'come.'

Carrie charges forward and tries to kick me to the face.I dodge and try to punch her to the face.She stopped my fist and punches my cheek.

Its so hard than I fly to the wall.Ouch...

carrie : you're weak.

me : I...I'm not good with fists.

hibari : told you to listen to me.

me : shut up!!! Even as a toy, I don't wish to listen to you.

Carrie cling herself to kyouya. 'see you later. '

Somehow. ..I couldn't stand what's going on in front of me...I hug onto one of his arm.

carrie : what are you doing?

me : even if I'm not precious....I want to be able to be close to you like that.

hibari : chibi...

me : I know . You don't love me.I know you lied when you said you'll give me your feelings.You lied when you said you're mine.

what am I saying. ..its as if I'm desperate , afraid that kyouya will throw me away for good.

me : but...I just want to be close to you. I'll...pretend I never see anything that goes  on with you and carrie.

I. ..am desperate. I am afraid. ..afraid that I am not kyouya's.

Suddenly he pushed carrie away and hug me in his embrace. 'you're okay with being a toy?'

me : I...crave for you too much.

hibari : you idiot.