me: kyouya...arigato...

kyouya: for what?

me: for saying you'll protect me.I don't expect you to do it. Its just...makes me feel safe that there's someone there.

kyouya: paka. I'm always here.

me: why...why are you so nice to me?I am just a fighting buddy.

kyouya: Is that how you see me?

me: *blush* *silence*

He pushed me into his embrace.

kyouya: crush or love?

whaaat...???!!! I've never seen a guy so daring to ask a question like that. He actually expects me to answer it.  He doesn't feel shy or embarrassed to ask a question like that.

I remain silent and turn my head away from his chest .  I...feel so blushed and shy...why?

I've never felt like that...with alfon.Never.

He lifts my chin up to make direct eye contact. That smirk on his face...

kyouya: answer my question.

me: I...don't know...

kyouya: shall we find out?

me:  (whines) what...??? No!!!

kyouya: *giggles* I have always been in  love with you. So I don't allow to you run.Like I said, your temporary home is no more.

me:huh...

He hugs tighter and gives a kiss on my cheek.Doki...doki... my cheeks flush red.

'because I'll  give you a permanent home.' he whispered in my ears.

me:kyouya...!!! *blush...*

kyouya: so you do love me.Its not just a crush.

me: I said I don't know already!!! I just feel!!! feel....feel...( trailing off...) (becomes soft) doki...doki... when... you do stuff to me...

kyouya: chibi... * giggles* I'll make sure you're mine.

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I was at the cafe alone enjoying myself.

' May I introduce myself?'

me:erm...will you stay away if I say no?

This guy was wearing a black hat with a red jacket and a white blouse underneath.

'unfortunately not. I'm just being polite.'

me: oh...I'm a straightforward person so...do whatever you want.

' I'm macey.'

....girly name...okay... He bows like a gentleman.

macey: may I?

me: go ahead.

He takes a seat.

macey:crosse. I heard how good your skills are.

me: what do you want? You don't seem to come to just say hi.

macey: I am not. I ask for your co-operation to help my master to complete his project.

me: what project?

macey: lend us your body. No,give your body to us . Not in the perverted way but in another way.

me: like I said, what project?

macey: to forget everything. To start anew.

me: how?Put a memory crystal in me?

macey: We will reward you with more abilities.

I didn't reply...to forget everything...to put down everything I have now.To erase this confusion. To do something else.

Me: can I do anything I like?

macey: of course. Don't you want this? Your way out of this messy mess . There's even a surplus in this.

me: what's the price?

macey: my master is just curious and wants to play around with your body. You have something inside you that my master is intersted in.

me: what?

macey: I cannot say. Well,take your time. I will come again.3 days. See you.

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1st day....

alfon: crosse!!!

He hugs me.

me: alfon...

alfon: *releases  hug* what's wrong?

me: aren't you sad? Angry? That I forgot you for 8 years...

alfon: I was...but now you're back.And that is all that matters.

me: alfon... is it you who took out that memory crystal from me ?

alfon: eh...of course not. I didn't even know such a thing is inside you.

me: gomene...I remembered that I blacked out when I was with you. I just thought...gomene...

alfon: oh...you remembered that . I didn't do anything. I just drugged you.So...so...I could bring you to boss.

me: boss needed me? Than...why after so long than he decides he needs me?

alfon: I don't know.You know he never says.

me: what if...I forgot everything again? Wouldn't it be better for you?

alfon: ..... crosse...don't. I'll...I'll...

me: and also... just forget me too and you wouldn't be in this pain too.

alfon: I've never given up for 8 years that one day you'll be back.For 8 years...I won't let that happen!!!

me: what if...it does?

He suddenly hugs me tightly.

alfon: than...I'll cry and than...try to forget you. Though I doubt it will happen. With an etched print in... *takes my hand and put at his left chest* here...

me: alfon...

alfon: try to find another girl but probably won't be as precious as you.

My tears fall...how can he treat me so nice. Why can't he just forget me? I actually forgot cleanly about him and yet he's so...so nice to me.

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2nd day....

kyouya: hey crosse chibi.

me: told you not to call me that

hibari pov:

something was obviously wrong.Chibi would have whined at me. Her face expression is so obvious that's something is bothering her.

I pats her head hoping it will do its magic and confort her . She leans unconsciously to my body.

She even hugged onto my body. But her face...its still...sad. Something is really wrong.

kyouya: what is wrong?

me: I...am supposed to remember you right?

kyouya: yea.

me: gomene...I don't remember...

kyouya: its ok.

me: what was our relationship?

I don't know how to answer her...I don't want her to get too shocked and reject me immediately if I told her about our marriage.

kyouya: lovers.

my pov:

lovers...? was he lying? *blush*

me: don't lie.

kyouya: you could ask the others.

me: hmph. Aren't you frustrated? Why don't you give me up? I won't mind.

kyouya: eh...

He  bends down a little and  leans his face so close to mine... *blush*

kyouya: but you're falling in love with me right now. I wouldn't give up.

me:I must be different than how I was.This me...you sure you can accept?

kyouya:You are different. But I like it.Some things don't change.Like why I love you. Still doesn't change.

me: kyouya...doesn't change? really?

kyouya: * nods head* this you.That you. Doesn't matter. I like both. Though I have to admit...I like this one a little more because this one can fight. But hmm...that one is more obedient...I like that one more...

hibari pov:

She squeezes me and endless tears flow from her eyes. I dry her tears with my sleeves but they just don't stop.

my pov:

kyouya...he accepts...both...

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macey: hi.We meet again.

me: I'll reject.

macey: ale? I don't remember giving you a choice. That 3 days is for you to say sayonaras

me: I am not going.

macey: ohya.Scary.

me: you don't sound so.

macey: you will regret. Master will have you.