Let her go - Passenger

Well you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

"Dean I can't so this anymore, this relationship means more to me than it does to you." You say as you slowly start to pack your clothes in your backpack. "What do you want from me?" He asks as he walks up beside you. "I want a family, I want love, Dammit Dean I want you!" You say as you throw your bag onto the ground. "I can't I have to-" "You have to save the world yeah I get it. I just have one thing to say, If I walk out that door I'm not coming back." He clenches his jaw as he stands there quietly staring at the floor of the motel room. Tears fill your eyes as you walk over and gently placing a kiss on his cheek say, "Goodbye Dean."

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

It had been months since you had left and Dean had started to realize that he had made the wrong choice, he loved you and he wanted nothing more than to get you back but what was he going to do? You told him you would never come back. You wanted out and you had gotten out and that was all he had wanted for you from the beginning. He ruffles his hair as he decides to forget about it.

Staring at the bottom of your glass

Hoping one day you'll make a dream last

But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes

Maybe one day you'll understand why

Everything you touch, surely dies

Staring at the ceiling in the dark

Same old empty feeling in your heart

Because love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep

But never to touch and never to keep

Because you loved her too much and you dive too deep

"I love you Dean Winchester," He hears your voice say as he downs another shot of whiskey. That was all he had been craving lately. He rubs his eyes as he tries to stay awake. Every time he closed his eyes your face was all he saw and it tortured him. He hadn't slept in weeks cause you were always in his dreams, the look you had on your face when you had left to start a normal life. He downs another shot as he starts to hallucinate that you were there with him your smile burning a hole in his soul.

Well you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go

"Bobby?" Dean says as he answers his phone. "Boy I've got some bad news," Dean gulps down a breath of air as he says, "Whats wrong?" "It's ________," Dean's heart drops as he says, "What about ________?" Bobby takes a deep breath as he says, "She died." Dean drops his phone as he runs from the motel room and instantly climbs into his Impala. Throwing it into drive he speeds off toward the last place that he felt happy.

And you let her go

Oh, oh, oh no

And you let her go

Oh, oh, oh no

Well you let her go

Dean stares at the gravestone as he stands next to Bobby and some of your new friends. Dean's face remains stone frozen until Bobby hands him a letter and says, "When she found out she was sick she wrote this and asked me to give it to you." Dean hands shaking takes the letter from Bobby and starts to read it. "Dean by the time you get this my sickness will have taken over and I will have died. Please do not blame yourself, there was nothing you could do. When I told you I was leaving I was hoping that somehow you wouldn't have let me go but I guess I was wrong. Oh well you have your whole life ahead of you. So do what you do best Dean, save the world. I love you and I always will, _______."

Because you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go

Dean lets the letter hit the ground as he collapses in front of your gravestone tears falling from his eyes as he says, "I'm so sorry _______, I didn't want you to leave but I was scared of you getting hurt so I pushed you away. I wish you were here so I could tell you how sorry I am. I love you ______, please comes back to me." Dean remains in front of the grave even after everyone else has left. "Please come back to me. I should never have let you go. I'm sorry."

And you let her go