Previously...

Then I sat next to paps, where I front of me a bowl of spaghetti layed. "I grabbed a fork and took a bite of it. It tasted good. A couple minutes later I finished. "Hey.. paps?" I asked. "Hm?" "Where would you like me to put the plate?" I asked. "I would like you to put it in the sink" I nodded. Then I placed it in the sink, which was full of dishes. "Would you like I washed the dishes, there's quite many" I asked. Paps looked surprised. "Yes! Your not a lazy ass skeleton like my dumb brother!" He said, I giggled. Fell groaned, annoyed. Then I got the dish soup, and stared to wash the plates. 5 minutes later I finished, then yawned. "Yo I'm goin to bed, don't wake me up or I'll kill you" I said, fell chuckled so did paps. "I'm serious" i said. Then I walked up to my room and slept. As I closed my eyes a menu popped in front of me again. 'living with the fell brothers fills you with determination..". I pressed save, like every other time. Then I fell asleep

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I woke up to a crashing noise in the living room. I sighed softly. Then checked the clock. 2:35 Am. Then I walked out. I saw fell and paps fighting. "Guys? What's goin on?" I asked. "Stay out of this bitch!" Fell yelled. "Well.. FIRST OF ALL DONT CALL ME THAT YOU MOTHER FUCKER, AND SECONDLY ITS 2:35 AM!! AND IM TIRED! CAN YOU FIGHT SOMEWHERE ELSE!!!" I yelled, as my eye started to glow. Paps sighed. "Fine, I guess your right.. I shouldn't wait my time on a useless ass" he said. Then he walked over to me, and patted my head, "goodnight sweets" he said, then left. I was blushing. Fell looked Angry. Then sighed, and left. U walked out the house. I heard the snow crunch underneath me. "Where are you going?" Fell asked. "On a walk to cool my temper, when I get mad, my voice stays like this for a while until I calm down.." I said. He nodded. "Well.. be back before 7" he said. I nodded. Then left. I walked so far, I realized I was lost, and in the woods. As I was walking I grabbed my phone , and some headphones I had. I plugged the in, and turned on some music. I sat down at a tree, and sighed. (Play the music on top) Then without thinking I started to sing the lyrics.

I look up from the ground
To see your sad and teary eyes..
You look away from me
And I see there's something you're trying to hide..
And I reach for your hand but it's cold
You pull away again..
And I wonder what's on your mind
And then you say to me you made a dumb mistake..
You start to tremble and your voice begins to break..
You say the cigarettes on the counter weren't your friend's
They were my mate's
And I feel the color draining from my face..
And my friend said
'I know you love her, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away, let her.. go
It'll be alright'
So I still look back at all the messages you'd sent
And I know it wasn't right, but it was fucking with my head..
And everything deleted like the past, it was gone
And when I touched your face, I could tell you're moving on..
But it's not the fact that you kissed him yesterday
It's the feeling of betrayal, that I just can't seem to shake..
And everything I know tells me that I should walk away
But I just want to stay
And my friend said..
'I know you love her, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away, let her go..
It'll be okay
It's gonna hurt for a bit of time
So bottoms up, let's forget tonight
You'll find another and you'll be just fine..
Let her go'
But nothing heals the past like time
And they can't steal
The love you're born to find
But nothing heals the past like time
And they can't steal
The love you're born to find..
'I know you love her, but it's over, mate
It doesn't matter, put the phone away
It's never easy to walk away, let her go
It'll be okay..
It's gonna hurt for a bit of time
So bottoms up, let's forget tonight
You'll find another and you'll be just fine
Let her go'
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
It'll be alright..
It'll be alright
It'll be alright"

I started to cry. I felt.. broken on the inside. I don't know why.. but my head was thinking of so many things at the same time, I felt scared, alone, afraid that I wasn't doing the right thing. I cried between my knees. "I miss Michael, I miss mom, I miss dad, mom.. dad.. why did you have to leave.. you had 2 children... And you left them alone.. scared.. with their Pokemon only.. why did you leave me.. why do you leave us?!" i Yelled out. I cried more. "Why.. I tried.. I tried to make everyone happy.. I failed. what do I do wrong?.." i asked. I felt a presence in front of me. I saw nightmare. I felt scared. "W-what do you want.." I asked. No response. "Go.. leave me alone.." he didn't move. I started shaking, more years crawled down my face. He grabbed my hand. Then hugged me. "You did nothing wrong y/n.. you.. I..I want to say.. uh.. *sigh* but I can't.." he said. "Say what?" I asked. No response. He just kept me in his arms. Then he whispered "i love you.. I don't want to lose you.. too.." he said. I blushed a bright green. "Don't leave me.." he said. Then he looked me in the eye. Making me nervous. He sighed. Then he just grabbed my hand, and walked me somewhere. "Hey.. you won't leave me will you?... Don't you.. l- never mind.. I like how you sing.. it's beautiful.." he said. I blushed softly "thanks.." I said. He nodded. Then he stopped. He looked around. Then he looked at me again. He stared me in the eye, and then he kissed me. I was blushing madly. I was very surprised at this. He ended the kiss and smiled softly. "You must be mine.. mine only.. I want you to myself and nobody else.." he said. I shivered softly. I was still surprised though. Blushing madly I tried to cover my face but his grip was too strong. "U-um... Ngh.." I muttered. He looked at me. Them chuckled, and patted my head. I blushed a million shades of green. My face heated up. "You know.. I.. they would like you to come back~ come back with me~ we, miss you.. y/n.." he said. I shook my head softly. He frowned. "You still like hanging out with those idiots do ya?" He asked. I nodded. I looked at him. "Can I.. go.. home.. to Michael.. i-i.. I want to see him... And tell him..about.. what you did to me.." I said. He shook his head. "I'm not gonna let you near any other boys.. your to precious to me for me to let you.." he said. I blushed more. "Let me go.." "no..". I sighed. "Don't make me have to fight you.. cause I will without doubt" I said. He chuckled. (I would teleport away but something was stopping me from.. was it magic.. no.. it felt like a feeling.. anger? Sadness? Emotionless? Could it be L-LOVE?..) I thought. Then he brought my face closer to his again. I looked away nervous. He kissed me again. He touched my tongue with his. I shivered and blushed madly. He smiled. Then he ended the kiss. "Thanks.. I needed that.. litterally.." he said softly. Then left through a portal. I sat down thinking of what just happened. I was so embarrassed, I felt like burying myself in snow never to be seen again. But I also, felt this weird feeling in side of me. My soul appeared in front of me, Which made me jump. It was changing colors. Really fast. Then it dinged. It had the same two colors, but the atmosphere around me was different. I felt weird. Then I saw my soul crack. I felt a pain in me. "O-ow.." I muttered. Then I realized why I was blushing. "Could it be.. do I.. like.. HIM..?.. i-i couldn't.. he.. I.. he made me feel pain.. but.. what just happened.. I... Ngh... I.. I think I do.. no wonder.. my heart or soul.. skips a beat.. my stomach flutters.. and I wanted to be with him.. I.. should I tell him.. Should I tell ink?.. no he might not let me be in the team.. he might.. not want to be my friend anymore.." I said, tearfully.

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