Incarnation 19 : I love you

Emilia's point of view

"Emilia, a long time ago, my memories were manipulated by someone. I believed that I was a coward and that it was Vollachia's army that was solely responsible for the destruction of my village. But in truth , it was a witch named Pandora who Later, Echidna gave me a prototype of what the three trials represent today, except that at the time it was the trial of the past alone that existed" * I take her hands* "I failed again and again, I had to struggle and face reality. But I wasn't alone that day. Echidna, Flugel, Reid, Volcanica, Satella and all the others helped me. And me, Roswaal, Rem, Ram and Beatrice, we are here for you.

The words that Louis has just said touch me. I would like to thank him for his trust. Still, I have to tell him everything. I can't hide it anymore.

"Louis-chan, I have to tell you something..." I take a deep breath, Louis looks at me without any reaction.

"Louis-chan...I..." It's really hard to say it, to hurt...my love's heart. Still, I shouldn't wait too long to tell him. Louis deserves it, he needs to know everything.

"I know, you didn't pass the first test. But you will do it tomorrow. " he whispers to me softly, then he hugs me against him "I guarantee it"

"I feel Louis' embrace and it makes my heart tremble. I want to take him in my arms, to be even closer to him. "Louis, please look... I I have something to tell you, something very important. You deserve to know."

I force myself to move away from Louis' embrace, to face him. I want to see him face to face, to be sure that he hears and understands me perfectly. I also want to see his reaction. I see his eyes, the green of his eyes shines despite the sadness that surrounds us.

He looks and he listens to me

"Louis...I have to tell you something important..."

I look him straight in the eyes. Louis looks at me with all his heart. And I can't stand his eyes because they make my knees weak... I take a deep breath and continue.

Emilia: "Louis-chan, I..." I move closer to him. "I..." I can't take it anymore, I only have these words, and yet they are not enough. I know what I have to do...

I approach my lips to those of Louis.
He closes his eyes and lets me do it.
My heart is filled with incredible joy. Louis' lips are pressed against mine. I never thought I would experience this pleasure. I hold Louis' face and look into his eyes, trying to make him realize how much I love him. In that moment, I feel his breath, his heart beating, everything that makes this moment so beautiful.

"Louis-chan..."

"...Emilia" He said softly.

"Louis-chan...I love you." My lips are still on his.

I caress his cheeks and end up answering him, calmly and lovingly.
His caresses on my cheeks are soothing. I feel his love, his affection. I feel his heart beating, it's like a metronome that I want to follow. I want these words to remain forever engraved on our lips.

"Louis-chan..." I kiss him again with all the love I have for him. I hold him against me, I want to sink into his body and never leave him. Louis-chan is my love and my guide. My life with him taught me that there is beauty in every difficulty. I love him with all the strength of my heart.

A long-awaited moment! I finally feel heard... I feel understood by Louis-chan... it's incredible. My heart is no longer filled with all this pain and distress. Louis-chan took everything away.

"Thank you Louis-chan... It's too difficult for me to talk about it. But I'm so happy that you understand my feelings, it means we're still in harmony like before. " I kiss him again . I feel his lips press against mine again. I want to stay in this moment with him.

Then I tell him my real memories, in detail. Puck had to break his contract for that... Fortuna... Geuse.... I miss them terribly. And now, here he is near me, Louis...

"Emilia, regarding your memories with your mother and Petergeuse, and what happened. Please know that they never abandoned you!"

A long-awaited moment! I finally feel heard... I feel understood by Louis-chan... it's incredible. My heart is no longer filled with all this pain and distress. Louis-chan took everything away.

"Thank you Louis-chan... It's too difficult for me to talk about it. But I'm so happy that you understand my feelings, it means we're still in harmony like before. " I kiss him again . I feel his lips press against mine again. I want to stay in this moment with him.

"Are you ready to relive this first ordeal?"

"Yes Louis-chan... I'm ready, and I'm not afraid. Because I have you with me, that changes everything." I hold his hand tightly and look at him with a smile.
"Louis-chan, can we do it soon? I want to see all the answers with you. I want to pass this test with you..." I have a fever, I don't want to let go of Louis's hand- chan, I want to always be with him, understand everything with him.

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