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A gasp escaped Abhira,s lips as she watched the countless letters scattered before her.

She kneeled in front of the bed, her fingers trembled as she held onto one of the letter.

Her fingers trembled as she delicately held the latter and started to read

Yeh kaisi feeling hai Abhira. Main tumhein apne dimag se kyun nahin nikal pa raha. Dil itni zor se dhadakta hai tumhein dekhte hi. I don't know... Mujhe tum bahot achi lagti ho. Mann kerta hai main tumhare sath rahun, tumhein dekhta rahun....

Tum mujhe zyada achi toh nahin lag sakti na? Mujhe tumse pyaar toh nahin ho sakta na?

Abhira,s hands trembled as the letter fell from her hands on the floor with a soft thud.

She then held another letter, her heart pounding wildly in her ears as she unfolded the letter with delicate fingers.

Abhira yeh kya ho raha hai mujhe? Main attach ho raha hoon tumse. Yeh sahi nahin hai. Aisa nahin hona chahiye.... Per phir bhi ho raha hai. Tumhari care, tumhara compassion, tumhari worry mere liye. Mere liye chinta. Yeh sab mujhe amaze ker deta hai. Mujhe tumse attachment ho rahi hai Abhira. Kaise rokun main khud ko tumse attach hone se. It hurts.... I know yeh shadi ek saal ki hai but still mujhe attachment ho rahi hai tumse. Khatarnak wali. I know nahin honi chahiye. But ho rahi hai. Tum mujhe chor ker chali jaogi aur main sochta hoon ke tumhare jaane ke baad roz mujhse fight kon karega, jab meri tabiyat kharab hogi mera khayal kon rakhega, ghar aa ker mujhse baatein kon karega, mujhe bhook lagne pe aadhi raat ko noodles kon banayega aur sabse important... Tumne kaha tha ke tumhare marne ke baad iss bad world mein koi yaad nahin karega and I had said ke main hoon na. But ek sawal hai Abhira mere marne ke baad mujhe kon yaad karega. Iss bad world mein mera bhi toh koi nahin hai. Tumhare sath attach hona deta hai mujhe. Jab tum chali jaogi toh kya ho ga mera? Mere dil mein jo kami reh jayegi usse kon poora karega?

The latter ended with a question mark and Abhira,s eyes welled up with a fresh round of tears as a mixture of guilt and pain crashed over her with crushing weight and Abhira,s knees hit the carpet with a soft thud.

She pursed her quivering lips, her hands quivered and she could feel the tremor in her heart, both betraying the emotions that coursed through her.

She placed the letter and closed her eyes tightly, a few tears trailed down her cheeks and then she held another letter.

I love you so much Abhira. More than words can describe but I feel you deserve better. Because main tumhare kabil nahin hoon. Per.... Mujhe takleef hoti hai Abhira. Tum jiss tarah mujhe dekhti ho, bahot se sawal hote hain tumhari ankhon mein, main dekh sakta hoon jab tum mujhe unn sawaliya ankhon se tatolti ho, pehchaan-ne ki koshish kerti ho. The truth is... I love you Abhira per main kya karun tumhein meri baat pe yakeen aa jaye. Tum mann hi nahin rahi ho. Dadisa ki baat suni tumne. Meri bhi sun leti.

*Sighs*

Shayad meri destiny hai yeh. Pyaar mere liye nahin hai. You know what Dadi sa said to me? Maa ka ganda khoon. It pained. It pained a lot. Uss pal mera mann kiya ke jaan le loon apni. Aur baba....  *Laughs* woh kehte hain ke mujhse bahot pyaar kerte hain. Per jab bhi zaroorat hoti hai tab hote hi nahin mere paas. Woh mere paas kyun nahin thy tab? Kyun nahin they jab mujhe Dadi sa ne maa ka ganda khoon kaha? Koi mera believe kyun nahin kerta. Itna bura toh nahin hoon main.

Aur tum? Tum toh pyaar kerti thi na mujhse? Zyada nahin pata mujhe Abhira per itna zaroor pata hai ke jisse hum pyaar kerte hain uspe trust kerte hain, usse kabhi chor ker nahin jate. Per tum toh chali gayi. This marriage was a deal for you not for me.

The latter fell from her hands and the tears she was containing till now, finally rolled down her cheeks like an endless waterfall and stood up with wobbly legs and walked towards the balcony.

Abhira.

Hearing Armaan,s voice, she lifted her eyes and looked at him. Armaan had extended his hand out for her to hold. Abhira eyed him from under her lashes with her heart pounding wildly in her ears and reached out to hold his hand. But he moved back with a mischievous smile dancing across his face. She giggled softly at that and stepped into the balcony.

They stood side by side and, his presence warm and comforting, a beacon of hope and light amidst the uncertainty and guilt that loomed over her like a dark, heavy cloud that refused to lift.

The weight of her actions and the guilt along with her love settled over her shoulders and she let out a heavy sigh, staring at the imagination of hers not daring to blink her eyes. She knew that it was a mare imagination of hers but she couldn't deny the warmth this imagination of hers provided her.

Aise kya dekh rahi ho?

He asked grinning mischievously.

Tumhare chehre ko apni ankhon mein bhar rahi hoon.

Abhira said,  her voice dreamy as she continued to gaze at him with her glossy eyes.

Mujhe tumhare paas aana hai Armaan.

Abhira pleaded and looked up at the countless stars scattered around in the sky, the moonlight casted gentle shadows across her features and she closed her eyes, her heart filled with bittersweet longing as she pleaded to the GOD for a second chance

Yeh kya ho gaya mere rabb. Armaan ne mere samne....

She trailed off clutching her heart and cried out, a fresh round of tears flowed down her cheeks retracing the path of previously dried ones only moments ago.

Kash main uski baat suni hoti, kash maine uska vishvas kiya hota, kaash main dadisa ki baaton mein na aati, kash mein sab theek ker sakti.  Bas ek mauka chahiye mujhe, just one chance, main promise kerti hoon main sab theek ker doongi.

She continued pleading with the depth of her emotions and she fell onto the ground with a thud leaning her head behind.

Kahan hoon main?

Abhira looked around, her eyes filled with confusion.

Abhira.

Abhira turned around hearing her name and hurried through the corridors.

Kon hai?

Abhira asked,  her heart pounding against her chest out of fear seeing a person standing in front of her.

The person turned around and Abhira looked at him.

Armaan ke paas jana hai?

The person asked with a knowing look in his eyes.

Abhira,s heart skipped a beat and she took a step forward, entering inside the garden.

Bolo jaana hai?

The man asked raising an eyebrow.

Abhira nodded her head in positive immediately.

Haan jaana hai.

She said, her voice a soft murmur, filled with honesty.

Chalo.

The man said extending his hand for her to hold. Abhira looked at him hesitantly.

Tumhein ek aur mauka mila hai Abhira.

The man said softly and Abhira felt a rush of emotions flooding through her hearing him.

Kya?

She asked, her voice quivering with a mixture of shock and disbelief.

Haan per iss baar kisi aur universe mein.

Abhira looked at him, her brows knitting together in a delicate expression of confusion.

Sab kuch alag hoga, Armaan ka ateet alag hoga, uski poori kahani alag hogi per dar same hoga.

Abhira nodded her head in positive slowly, a wave of understanding washed over her.

Toh chalo.

The man said softly, his hand still extended out for her to hold.

Abhira was about to hold his hand but stopped hearing him

Ruko.

He said and she stopped feeling her breath hitch and looked at him.

Kyun?

She asked eyeing him with her breath held captive.

Ek baat yaad rakhna.

Kya?

Abhira asked, her heart pounding with a mixture of worry and fear.

Agar iss baar tum fail hui toh Armaan tumse humesha ke liye door ho jayega.

The man said giving her a look.

Abhira felt a shiver of uncertainty race down her spine and looked at him.

Matlab?

She asked, her voice quivering with uncertainty.

Kya Armaan...

Nahin.

The person cut her off and Abhira shut her mouth and kept looking at him.

Armaan kisi aur ka ho jayega.

The person said making Abhira,s breath hitch.

The person eyed her and smiled placing a hand on her head.

Apne prem per vishvas hai na tumhein?

The man asked softly and Abhira nodded her head in positive, a glint of determination evident in her eyes.

Haan.

Hath pakdo aur ankhein band karo.

The man said softly. Abhira held his hand and closed her eyes feeling her heart pounding in her chest.

Abhira felt a sudden shift in her surroundings and opened her eyes only to find herself in the bed.

Abhira wake up betu.

Hearing Akshara,s voice, Abhira jolted up, sitting upright on the bed and looked at Akshara wide eyed.

Kya hua aise kya dekh rahi hai?

Hearing Akshara,s voice,  she blinked her eyes and the next moment, she was up on her feet and then hugged her tightly causing Akshara to gasp in surprise but she hugged Abhira back nevertheless.

End Of Chapter!!!

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