Depressed AU

B.M: Warning, those who can't handle depressed or angst, please be careful or don't read this at all. The next update will be more lovey dovey than this. You have been warned.
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Randy looked down, feeling hurt from other's words. He knew it's already over and they all being friends again, but he can feel dislikes from others. It's the past, no need to think about it again.

"Randy, you think you're okay?" Theresa asked, drinking her juice box. Randy nod.

"I guess... Um, Yuuki? Why do I feel empty for some reason? Like, my other selves is being... Negative?" He asked Yuuki, who's checking the timeline and dimensions. She nod and brought the newest dimension, where the other Nomi was crying in his hoodie, hugged by others. But the other Randy wasn't there.

"W-who are you?!" The other Nomi yelled in his tears. He looked scared. Yuuki walked up to him to calm him down.

"It's okay, Nomi. My name is Yuuki. You're in another universe. All of you." She said to Nomi and the rest of his friends.

"O-oh... Another universe- is Randy here?!" He asked, almost begging. Yuuki showed Randy and the other Nomi rushed towards him. He out of no where hugged Randy tightly.

"What the juice?" Nomi asked as he saw the other depressed one acting like that.

"Depressed Nomi... That's his au name." Tengu said worriedly. Depressed Nomi looked at Randy and cried.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." He repeatedly saying it. Randy was confused.

"Depressed Nomi, what's wrong?" He asked gently.

"Because of me, you died! I killed you! I'm sorry! Please forgive me!" Depressed Nomi yelled and continued to cry.

"No, it wasn't your fault! He commit suicide!" Depressed Theresa said sadly.

"It is, if I didn't bully him he might as well be alive and well! It's my fault!" Depressed Nomi rebuttal.

"Nomi, he killed himself to save all of us... We can't stop his decision..." Depressed Stevens said, his face trying to stay strong for his Heidi.

"No, I made him feel hurt! I caused this! He decided to do both suicide and sacrifice! I can't..." Depressed Nomi continued to cry in pain and suffering. Randy doesn't like seeing him like this so he just hugged him. Soon, a soul came and showed Depressed Randy, an angel and looking angry.

"R-Randy?!" Depressed Nomi asked. Depressed Randy looked at his AU Nomi and clicked his tongue.

"If it isn't Nomi honking Norisu. Pleasure I supposed." He said and continued to float about ground.

"Randy... I'm sorry."

"No, you've made me like this. Because of you I lost myself." Depressed Randy said in disappointment. Everyone decided to leave their talk alone.

"Randy, you know I cared, right?" Depressed Nomi asked full of hope. He walked closer to the dead Randy but Depressed Randy didn't want to.

"Care?! About who?! You should've care for all of us equally! Especially me! Me, you shoobs! You all honking shoobs!" Depressed Randy shouted in anger. Depressed Nomi scooted backwards, scared.

"I get that you're angry-" Depressed Nomi tried to talk but he got cut off.

"I am not angry! I'm in pain! And you put me here! ... The person who supposed to care for me more than anything..." Depressed Randy cried. He floats near his Nomi with the guilt tripping tone.

"Aren't you happy, Nomi? I'm dead, just like what you asked for. They were right. Once you're gone, they'll start to care. I hate you, because I still love you... And I hate myself even more for it." He said and flew away from his Nomi. He was still in pain. Depressed Nomi soon started to cry again, feeling the weight of his sins piling on him. Randy decided to take action and hugged Depressed Nomi.

"It's gonna be okay..." He said. Depressed Randy was confused.

"People have been hurting you yet you still cared for them?! Why?!" He yelled. Randy just sighed.

"No one deserves to be depressed, my other self. Nomi here is already in his biggest guilt and you've made it worse. Poor him, he doesn't look like he had a good time at all after your death." He explained, caressing Depressed Nomi gently. Nomi on the other hand feel glad that Randy cared.

"He hasn't been eating anything since you died, Randy..." Depressed Heidi said in her cracking voice. Depressed Randy huffed.

"Oh yeah? That's good enough! But are you happy?! No, you're not! You guys have been bullying me since the start of the year and this is the result of it!" He said, pointing at himself. It's true though... Depressed Nomi cried back.

"Randy, we're really sorry! Please forgive us! We felt guilty!" He said, trying to get Depressed Randy back. The other boy huffed.

"No, you've made me like this. This is your consequences." He sat away from his old friends. They never cared.

"Depressed Randy, please give them a chance. They seem to be very guilty about it." Randy said to his depressed self.

"They seem to have a good time, leave it." Depressed Randy rebuttal. Yuuki looked at Depressed Nomi and rolled up his sleeve shirt that made everyone feel surprised, especially Depressed Randy.

"Why..."

Scars covered Depressed Nomi's arm, all the way to the wrist. It looked new. Everyone was surprised yes, they never seen this before. At least, not this many. There's more than 20 scars. If he kept continuing he might die from blood loss.

"Why did you do this..." Randy asked as he wrapped the wound. Depressed Randy looked at him with guilt. That's a lot of scars... He kept doing it.

"I was upset and kept blaming myself so... I just couldn't help it." Depressed Nomi answered with a painful smile. Nomi walked up to him and hugged him gently. Soon, the Depressed Au friends hugged him as well. Not Depressed Randy though.

"I'm really sorry, Randy..." Depressed Nomi said in guilt. Depressed Randy sighed and hugged him gently, not wanting to hurt him anymore. He have seen enough.

"Promise me you'll stop cutting yourself." He asked. Nomi nod.

"Promise..."

"I may not forgive you but I'll give you another chance. Don't waste this." He added and Depressed Nomi nod happily.

"Seems like everything went well. I'll send you guys home now." Yuuki said and opened a portal for them.

"Thank you, Randy, for helping mine." Depressed Nomi said and hugged Randy sweetly. He gently pecked Randy before went to his Randy and snuggled with him sweetly. Randy blushed but went quiet when his other self looked at him death stare.

Soon, they left the world and everything went well. Nomi made a reminder to himself that whatever he do, he shouldn't hurt Randy or anything similar to that.

Never.

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