Overwhelming thoughts are a killer.
Everyday every night I cry myself to sleep fighting.
Fighting the urge not to hurt myself again.
Fear, pain, anxiety, aggression, and evil mindsets.
I'm over it.
I'm done!
I'm don't constantly chasing after you...
I'm over all the wishes and dreams I planned in my head with you.
You broke me even more.
Did you really love me?!
Did you really give two fucks that I broke down thinking I was gonna lose you?! I'm done with your bullshit lies.
ITS OVER!
I'm gone and there's nothing else to say....
But thank you for helping me realize that I was just a toy to you.