Guys I'm sorry. I feel i haven't been talking to you guys as much as i usually do. I think you deserve to know the truth.

Ok,so lately i have been busy cause of school,home,college and band.Also my depression is back .....so i distance myself from others.I get disinterested or lost when talking to people.I feel unwanted and other things.I know i don't tell you guys the complete details of my health/life but ill tell you a little bit so you don't feel that i lost interest in you.
I get panic/anxiety attacks every hour.I have headaches every 30 minutes and they last 6 hours each and every 30 minuted they get worse(pain reliever doesn't work). I get depressed every 20 minutes.I sometimes get so depressed that i cut myself.I used to have anorexia and bulimia.My parents don't trust me and i don't tell them anything cause they don't listen. I'm bullied at school a lot and feel terrible about myself and have low self esteem.I have flashbacks every once in awhile. I work out a lot cause i want to lose weight but fail.I can't sleep unless i haven't had sleep in days.My health is always very poor.So yeah,there are some things that you can know about me.😩Please don't feel sorry for me,I've gone through all this stuff since i was little.
LucyNeel_
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Lucy-_