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As always I tried to be same as before. I mean like Ravann. But everything seemed different. My point of view towards everything was different. I was walking and looking at every single noticeable thing which seemed unnatural. Everything looked upset and dull. Seemed like I have done something unfair to them and they are reacting such.
My cell phone vibrated in my pocket,
"Hey, Rehan."
It was the voice of which once I waited to hear and the voice of which I would never hear again. It was Tanya. Talking in her regular enthusiastic tone while she spells my name.
"I know you don't want to say anything. But I just want to say that I miss you so much and whatever I did, please don't let that ruin your life.", she pleaded.
"You know Tanya, it was fine till you destroyed my life but things went extreme when it started ruining other's too. What in the end, I would like to say is go to hell and never ever try to ruin other's life. Thank you for calling me.", I hung up. I didn't want to hear another word from her.
The sorrow in my heart was raising every minute. I wanted to stop in this moment and start it all over. We all want to sometime.
I know the time I should stop myself has passed. But still future was at my fingertips and the sad thing was my character was slipping from my control. I lost so many good people.
Last 5 months I thought was best days turned out to be the saddest day of my life. At the end of the day sleeping in sorrow was not the thing I want or anyone else will be wanting!
I wanted someone with whom I can share this thing. All the things. Each and every which I went through.
"Hello? Kaushal?", I called him without wasting a bit of time. I would have lost myself in dark if I would not do this. I have to tell him. I need someone's opinion. I want a savior.
"Hey, Rehan! I was going to call you only. There is a party at my house tonight, would you like to join me and Akruti?", He seemed excited and I could not say no to this invitation. Maybe after that I will tell him.
In the evening I went to his house and it was really quiet type of environment just like I like. Ghazals were soothing it. Alcohol was served. I met Kaushal and Akruti and other people.
"Okay, now we have you among us and I won't let you go without embarrassing you. So let us all hear what have you recently wrote!", Kaushal said enthusiastically.
"Okay, I knew this was coming. I had this weird vibe you know? But only one!", I said.
"People, let's just sit and hear this masterpiece from my friend Rehan.", Kaushal gathered all the people.
"Well, I wrote this when I was in relationship just like him. Here it goes,
Ashiyane ki baat karte ho, dil jalane ki baat karte ho
Saari duniya ke ranj-o-gham de kar, muskuraane ki baat karte ho
Muskuraane ki baat karte ho, Ashiyaane ki baat karte ho
Khwab sa tha guzar gaya hoga
kiss ke jaane ki baat karte ho
Hum ko apni khabar nahi jaanaan, tum zamane ki baat karte hoo
Ashiyane ki baat karte ho, dil jalane ki baat karte ho"
There was a silence for a couple of minutes and my friend broke that awkward moment for all by clapping for me.
I got up from the chair and smiled. Took a sip and forwarded myself towards the door as I planned to move out. I was totally out of control and unbalanced. It was not safe for me outside.
Someone held my arm cloth and snatched me in.
"What is wrong with you? Are you okay?", Akruti asked me.
"No, I'm not okay. I won't be okay. Let me go and get lost somewhere down the street. Let me wake up seeing those dark sunlight hitting my eyes and hurting me. Let me go and suffer the pain I have given to others. Let me go.", My eyes got shut down and I fell in the arms of Akruti. I got unconscious.
When I woke up, I could see people burly roaming around me and talking. I was not able to recognize any of them and I lay back again.
I moved my hands on my face and rubbed my eyes so that I can see properly. The vision was cleared after that. I got up of bed and found out I was still in Kaushal's house.
"I'm glad you are awake now. I guess excessive amount is not good for you. Take a bath, we need to talk buddy.", Kaushal said.
After taking a bath, he gave me his clothes to wear which fit me perfectly. I looked fine in them. Akruti was still there and I was fully sheepish in front of her. I could not make an eye contact.
"Come sit here. I want to hear it all. Tell me whatever you have inside.", Kaushal said, giving me the cup of tea.
From morning till evening I told him everything.
From,
Rehan to Ravann.
He heard me carefully and payed attention towards my every moment I told him. Didn't interrupt me in between.
Kaushal was a really good listener; every time in school, he was appreciated for this quality.
After my this long story he looked calm and said,
"Go and get Janvi.", Kaushal said calmly.
"Just like that? Don't you want to tell me anything else or need any explanation for all this? How did you get to any decision just like that?", I questioned him.
"After hearing all this and understanding I can tell you that you love Janvi and she does too! But just one problem coming in front of you both is her boyfriend so clearly you should go and talk with her about this. You are fine now so I don't want to remind you of your past. Go and get her.", Kaushal looked firm.
The confidence bounced inside.
I was motivated.
The true friend can solve many endings which we fail to.
I called my mom and asked for Janvi's address and told my mom that I had some work unfinished with her.
My mom said that she stayed in Gujarat. But she didn't know the proper address of Janvi.
I decided to leave.
Let it be Gujarat. But this time I won't let it be! I won't give up on her. She wanted me and I wanted her too.
I thanked Kaushal for whatever he contributed in my life and thanked him for changing my life and changing my perspective of seeing things.
I rushed to my home and packed my bag, took Janvi's photo and left. Got in train and went.
I didn't know whether I would be able to complete this journey or not. But I was sure I will get my destiny for sure.
We all need is destiny or wait for it. Many times taking a decision in hurry lead us in more mud. Better to keep patience and believe in the best.
The end.
Thank you all for choosing Ravann. I'm looking forward to improving it. Thank you for loving my characters but I would love if you comment the best character whom you loved the most!
I will be back with my new work shortly till then be tuned in Ravann.
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