what am I in the eyes of God?
what am I, and what am I not?
so many things that I could be
yet everything was made by thee

am I wind, am I the rain?
am I the storm, am I the still?
am I the ease, am I the pain?
am I the way, am I the will?

am I the river, am I clouds?
am I the hill, am I the vale?
am I the sureness, am I doubts?
am I the teller or the tale?

so many things I cannot be
for God made me not them, but me
who am I in the eyes of God?
I only know who I am not

October 2020