Laura pov:

Ross Lynch cheated on me 4 years ago. I thought I was over it, over him, yet every time I see him... I... I can't help but want him, need him, miss...him.

He's the cheater... But I want him back.

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Narrator Pov:

Ross lynch layed on his bed playing with his fingers just like he'de done every single day for the past 4 years.

Oh how he missed his lover... The girl who always seamed to make him smile whenever he felt like it was impossible. The girl who made his world brighter just by saying hi, or smiling, or doing little things like tucking pieces of her hair behind her ears or tieing them up.

He missed her so much- yet he knew he couldn't have her anymore~ not after what happened that night.

Ross hated that night so much. It's been 4 years and he admitted to himself it was the worst day of his life~ no other day could ever top how bad that day was.

He blamed himself.

He made a mistake.

He was the cheater.

She broke up with him.

He wanted her back.

But it was never going to happen.

Ross sighed getting out of bed. He needed to use the bathroom badly. It was 5:19 pm and he's been awake since 6:40 am waiting till his bladder was about to rip at the last moment to use the bathroom. That was basically the only reason he ever left his room, other than the fact that he needed to go to school.

He tried convincing his parents to homeschool him but neither would agree.

They yelled and argued for hours and sometimes days, about the same topic but he still lost in the end, Just like how he lost Laura.

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Laura wasn't in good shape either.

Ever since the break up with Ross 4 years ago she's changed.

She started shutting people out, barely speaking, she looked fragile and depressed all the time, she started ignoring her friends, and even made herself look like she was on drugs

self harming herself.

Teachers started getting worried and tried sending her to rehab but she kept insisting she was fine. .. people stopped believing she could speak after a while officially naming her "Mute girl" one day.

She blamed Ross for changing her but she knew a little part of her blamed herself as well.

If she hadn't checked Ross's phone she wouldn't have had a broken heart. They would probrably still be together... Happy.

She didn't care that Ross might have still been cheating ... As long as she had him, that was good enough for her.

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Ross desperately wanted to see her again.

He knew he was in love with her the moment they broke up and he didn't fall for anyone else the past 4 years. He planned on telling her hopefully getting them back together until he got a message from Vanessa saying she never wanted to see him again.

That was a major break down for him.

He knew she was right though. As much as he loved laura he was the cheater... And he didn't deserve forgiveness.

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Sorry it had to end like this.

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