Raph P.O.V.

It happened 4 years ago... It was horrible.
I still remember her terrified face...
She looked at me, with hope in her eyes, hoping that I save her... but.. I never did.

Flashback~

We were at an island, the whole family and her. We went there to have fun, but ... honestly.. it was my worst day.

I was swimming with her, looking at the beautiful fishes... we went to the surface, she cut her leg with a coral but she didn't want to tell me...
A shark smelled her blood...and followed us...

I was already on the shore and she was about to get out of the water but the shark...grabed her...and...pulled her back...

I wanted to jump after her but Leo held me back...why does he had to do that?! If I wouldn't be able to save her at least I would have died with her...and be with her forever...

And now, I can't get over it. It's still hurt, and I can't forget her face, her cry...
Leo said that it's going to be alright, and time can heal, but that's a lie...
It became worse, it's killing me inside, makes me weak, and i can't think straight...

Right now, I'm sitting on my bed, and thinking about this shit again...

Looking at the mirror seeing that dumbass who couldn't save her. She was the only one who doesn't saw a monster in me.
I know, my brothers are here to me, but that's not the same.

I lost my love, and with her, I lost the reason of living.

So this was the first chapter. Tell me what do ya think.