So I'm not dead
Physically at least
But
I'm just fuckin,,
Lost man.
Idontwannabeyouanymore explains how I feel at the moment.
And I just
Don't deserve to be
Alive, you know?
I just wish I couof
Stop being the shitty person I am
And just be
A lovable fucking person
A decent person
Someone who is actually worth anyone's time
Instead of the problematic
Undeserving
Unworthy
Disgusting
Annoying
Talentless
Defective
Ugly piece of shit I am..

Peace ✌