Why am I sad?? I'm switching schools to be in a healthier environment. My friends threw me a surprise goodbye party yesterday. My family and friends and therapist are supportive of my emotional health and want nothing but the best for me. All my now former teachers wish me luck on my journeys..

So why am I so fucking sad right now.

I'm cuddling with my mom and she's smiling and telling me she loves me and I feel so FUCKING SELFISH for still being down in the dumps right now. I am so fucking horrible.