I've eaten so much today I feel so fat and I fuckin hate myself lmaoo
I wanna like,, "purge" but I'm too tired to go through the whole process of going to the bathroom and shoving my fingers down my throat to make myself vomit so :/ not to mention the emotional stress afterwards
Idk man I feel so out of control and ugly and kinda trying to accept the fact that no one will ever love my body because it's never gonna be cute or sexy so-
I'm just lying on the floor in the hall and just regretting being born lmao I'm so ugly.. My sides are too big, my hair is stupid, acne is a bitch, I have a soft body; my body isnt ever gonna be sex material. Especially to anyone I may end up marrying ahh
I dream of all these really attractive peeps in my environment but then I realize that I would have nothing to give back to them if they were crazy enough to even consider me as a partner.

I'm ugly so,,, according to what I was told growing up I have no place in the world and should probably die so-

Maybe I'll purge.. Idk maybe of I feel like it.