Darn baptists one thing about spirits and they instantly say
      "you read too much. you watch too much tv. You need to read the kjv bible instead if the nlv. You can't see them you are imagining things. Or the one I hate the most is. If you talk about spirits one might possess you!"
       I just want them to support me and then they are like
        "We support you and we love you!"              Right after they break me down just to cover their dam tracks! And another one is
        "You aren't depressed you need to be happy!"
      I can't be happy if I could I would be it's not a choice that I can make or
      "You need to quit being so angry!" 
        I can't unmad myself if you piss me the fuck off I'm sorry but I can't go back to being happy instantly I have no tolerance for stupid! Another is
        "You know he deserved it!"
       Just pisses me off
       "He deserved it!"
       Hurts the most out of all of it and the
      "If you act like him you will be looking through these!"
       And they hold up three fingers. I'm like they don't have bars in prisons anymore you dumbass! I've had so many breakdowns because of this. They wonder why I'm mentally unstable and it's because of them!! I just want it to stop!! I want them to leave me alone!!when they do stuff like that it just hurts me mentally!! They think I'm fine they haven't seen me at my worst. They think I'm not depressed they think it's a trend to be sad and want to hide it's not and I actually feel like this I can't do it anymore I just want to run away!!
        The worst part is though my grandfather is like
      "I feel so sorry for those kids their father is in jail that's why they are so mean."
       You feel so sorry for them when I'm in the same fucking boat as them and they think I'm supposed to be happy all the fucking time. You said it your fucking self that they have a reason to act like that.
       And not to fucking mention that you make it seem like I'm the one in jail  and at times I feel like I am in a prison! I'm supposed to be the golden child when my life is hell!
      

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If you don't know me in real life my dad got thrown in jail about a moth ago and I haven't been right since and my grandparents act like they are happy he got caught