Oooook here it goes

     I can't fucking stand church people just because I hang out with a boy and talk to him only doesn't mean I like him and it dating him. Ok I'm sorry to burst your bubble but I prefer guys my own age not a seventh grader. Sure he's nice and easy to talk to but were close friends that's it.

     My small stone of a heart belongs to someone else. Not him I just see him as someone to talk to and someone who doesn't treat me like the golden child or a idiot. He is the only person in the whole dam place that isn't related to me somehow or isn't far far away from my age and interests.

       Sure he's nice but leave me the fuck alone!!!!! I'm not getting married until I'm over 21 sure you got married at 16 but I would rather have a bit of a life first.

      Understand I'm not who I seem to be I'm two faced I only do this to appease my papaw if it was up to me I would have nothing to do with the place I just fucking hate baptists. The other denominations are completely fine and don't force religion down your throat.

      Baptists always try to do that and that's why I hate then just leave me to my own let me have a life that isn't what you call holy.

     I JUST DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH BEING ORDERED AROUND BY A GUY!!!!!!!! I WANT TO HAVE CONTROL OVER MY FUTURE!!!!!! I DONT WANT TO BE ONE OF THOSE HOLIER THAN THOU PEOPLE!!!!!! STOP TRYING TO FORCE THAT UPON ME I CANT STAND IT!!!!!!!