Hey guys!

I just wanted to give y'all some updates on books and just life in general. Some of these might be familiar if you follow me and follow what I post on my wall/newsfeed/whatever it's called. Some of it is new, though.

So, first things first, the books that are currently published.

Irresistible is nearing the end. I'm not gonna tell y'all when it's ending because I keep doing that, and it just never happens. Just know that there's only a few chapters left, I just have to actually write them lol

Illuminate (which isn't about wrestling, in case any of y'all are like "what the heck is that??") is still up and published, I just haven't had the motivation to post anything. And I don't even know why, that book is just Instagram posts and tweets lmao. I think it's been a full year since I updated. :( Sorry about that. I hope to post SOMETHING this summer, even if it's just an Instagram post. I don't want to take it down because I'm amazed that it got so many views so quickly. It's crazy.

I don't think I have anything to say about my other books. Updates are coming, they just haven't come yet ha

Oh wait!

I've got a new book published called Book Reviews and it's exactly what it sounds like. I review the books I've been reading because I really need a place to talk about them. But I'm also reviewing y'all's books! I've already reviewed one, and I've got another one to read. So, if you want some honest opinions on your books, go check it out! (Or if you want to see my opinions on the books I've recently read, check it out!)

Now on to unpublished books! I'm gonna talk about them as they come to me lol

So, first of all, most of y'all know me for writing about wrestling (or, if you read Illuminate, you might know me for writing about Garrett ha). Some of y'all may know me for the random Supernatural one-shots that I don't think I've unpublished.

Well, I've decided to branch out. I'm finally writing a fanfiction about something else!

I've got two chapters of a book called Supernova written, and it is a Lucifer fanfic! That show is amazing, all 4 seasons are on Netflix, and I definitely recommend y'all check it out. And what makes it even cooler is that even though it's about the show Lucifer, the love interest is NOT Lucifer. It is a different character. :)

The main reason I haven't published it yet is because I'm having problems with gifs (for the cast chapter) + I'm still working on the playlist. But the book title is from the song Glitter & Crimson by All Time Low.

Moving on, back to the wrestling books...

I had a book published called Dream. It was a Tye Dillinger book, and the main character (Jenna) was Cody Rhodes' sister. It took place in NXT.

Well, I had run out of inspiration + motivation to write it, so I took it down, and since doing that, I've made some decisions. (Read that in RuPaul's voice lmao)

So, when I first started writing it, AEW didn't exist yet. Cody had left the WWE (I mentioned that in the book), but that was all that had happened. Well, it's 2020 now and AEW exists.

Doesn't it make so much more sense for this to be a Shawn Spears/AEW book? Because it makes sense to me, which is why I'm reworking the book to make it one. It's going to have the same plot (if you know what it is, if you read it before I took it down), but there's going to be different characters since it's in a different promotion.

I've already rewritten the first chapter, but I'm not gonna re-publish it until I've got a few more written.

Also! The person who made me the cover for that book is either no longer on Wattpad or she changed her username, but I'm wanting a new one. The current one is awesome, but it's specifically Tye on the cover (he's doing the perfect 10 thing with his hands + his gear says it), and while I wouldn't be mad if it stayed that way, I would prefer if it was 2020 Shawn Spears. :)

Before I get to this next part, if any of it sounds unfamiliar to you, check out the hashtag #SpeakingOut on Twitter.

A lot of the wrestlers mentioned are guys from the UK scene that I'm not too familiar with, but there are two in particular that I am effectively scrubbing from this account.

First, about an unpublished book: if you look in my story ideas book, I've got one about Marty Scurll called "Hero" (or "Heroes", I forget lol). I had claimed it for myself, but it turns out he's a piece of shit.

The good news is that I had planned long ago to change the love interest to Tommaso Ciampa because I'm not too familiar with the UK indie scene. I feel the need to mention this, just in case anyone thought I was still gonna write about Marty.

The next guy... this one makes me sad because I love his former tag team partner. :(

It also turns out Joey Ryan is a piece of shit. Sadly, he is on the cover on my book WWE One-Shots 2. If someone were to make me a new cover, I'd write you a one-shot. :)

Also, if you've been reading Don't You Go, I've been kinda ominous with who Dakota's love interest was gonna be in the sequel. Well, it was Joey. But I'm no longer gonna write about him. I don't know yet who her new love interest will be, but once I figure it out, I'll actually tell y'all this time. I don't want anyone thinking I'm just saying this, then I'll be like "oh, it's a surprise" and it ends up still being Joey. Nope, I don't roll that way.

To end this part of the chapter, I want to mention someone who did something good.

A wrestler named Allison Danger (I believe she's from the UK) tweeted about an experience she had with a weird guy (she didn't give his name). He decided to go to the women's locker room to change because there were less people or something, but it was definitely because he was a creep.

Well, she said that Sheamus (who was on the show) ended up coming in and kicking that dude out of their locker room, and she made it a point to make sure we knew it was Sheamus (she tagged him and everything) so shout out to him for being a good guy.

Back to my drafts:

I have books that I had published then took down (specifically The Phoenix and Into My Veins) that I do plan on one day republishing. I really like what I've written so far, I just haven't been able to write any more of those stories. Once they're ready to be published again, I will put them back up.

I have so many books in my drafts, it's insane. If I ever end up leaving Wattpad before properly publishing them, I'm just gonna put them all up then disappear lmao

Enough about books. I'm gonna talk about other things now.

I am finally caught up on all the regular seasons of RuPaul's Drag Race.

I feel like each season, there are people that have me like "wow she is ICONIC!!"

But I feel like the queen who is truly the MOST iconic is Shea Coulee. I just... SHEA COULEE.

She is my pick to win All Stars 5, and she has been since she made her entrance.

I think if I had to pick a top 3 queens, they would be Shea Coulee, Bianca Del Rio, and Adore Delano, but there are so many other queens that I love too (like Sasha Velour, Sharon Needles, Monet X Change, literally the entire cast of season 6).

Uh...

I've been playing a lot of Animal Crossing. My island is only 3 stars though because I'm lazy and don't feel like building things lmao

Hmm...

I'm running out of things to talk about. All of my time lately has been spent either working or watching RuPaul's Drag Race. I've been writing a little bit, but not too much.

OH

WAIT

I FORGOT TO MENTION

IO SHIRAI IS FINALLY NXT WOMEN'S CHAMPION

IT'S ABOUT DAMN TIME

SHE IS THE BEST WRESTLER IN THE COMPANY

WAIT NO SHE'S THE BEST WRESTLER IN THE WORLD

Okay now I'm done.

I'm gonna end the chapter with this:

#BlackLivesMatter