Exams are living hell. Now everytime I got exams/ finals, my mind goes blank. I don't know if it's me, the way I prepare or the actual input we get from the teachers.

Not only blank, it goes nae nae :p idk I wanted to say that

Seriously, for the last three years I have suffered like never before. College is really a pain in the ass. The only way I could prepare was to be with my best friend and read over and over again our lecture notes.

But what next? This year we're not together. I'm back to zero.

The problem is with schedules. We either go from 8 to 11 which is so freaking annoying because waking up early sucks ass. Or we go from 12 to 15 which is double annoying because of the stress of waiting.

You ask me then what do you want?

Nothing. I just like to complain about it.

Moving on to anxiety. You know girls have their PMS before/ during their period, well beside that, I get PMS in the period of exams. Like I'll be an enotional bitch who cries ice cream in the middle of a nightmare. I seriously would snap at everyone and everything in my way. I'll be crying my ass off now and rolling on the floor laughing the next minute. That's how weird I am.

I fear myself when I'm like that.

Plus , where I live, there are no public libraries like in the US/ UK and there's basically nowhere you can have some peace and silence to study. Even at the uni's library, if you don't find students talking, there will certainly be some construction or noise outside going on.

Personally I'm a very easily distracted person and I can't stand a fly in the same room. So basically these last three year and this fourth year I have regretted staying home during exams.

Home is simply so luxurious and you can find pleasure in literally anything. Besides those shitty stuff like the internet and your laptop, you can enjoy gazing at the white dull wall for hours, playing with the caps of your colorful pens, doing art with your sharpys and things that sort.

I seriously need therapy. I got a squirrel's attention span and I can't focus more than 15 minutes straight.

Plus I hate that bitchy move basically every teacher does.
You go , as the good student you are, read and prepare all your lecture notes expect for page 23.

The next day, the exam paper says: Write everything you know about page 23.

FML. WTF.

Like seriously?