It's coming back, my anorexia. I'm eating less and less throughout the day and my body is starting to reject any food sources. My mom has called me fat for a very long time, which it became the final straw last year and that's when I started starving myself to loose weight. Needless to say, now it's uncontrollable as my mother begins to make degrading comments on my weight. I notice it at school, when I only have a sandwich and a couple snacks with it, and then small portions of dinner being all I eat all day. Anyways, I just needed to tell someone before I start self harming again because of my self hatred for not being good enough for my mother and for not being able to control my eating habits. That's all.

-Foxy