((((Just warning you  this has cutting a depression in it so if that's a problem I wouldn't read this)))

So this is a little bit of a touchy subject. My very very good friend told me that she cut herself. She thinks that she can tell me that and not try to help. So what I say back is along the lines of "Do you think the cuts that was all the way across my wrists was an accident." Which is true too. I've cut myself because I feel worthless all the time. But I stopped (kinda). I asked her why she was doing it and she said that if she wasn't going to tell her other friend then she's not going to tell me. Also I ended up finding out that one of my friends who lives in my old city. A very close guy friend mind you, said that he was worthless and didn't want to live anymore. This happened while I was on a bus for two hours. I sat alone and cried then my friend Joey sees me and asks me what's wrong and I can't say anything because I'm have a freaking panic attack. He's the only one who noticed and I'm pretty sure the only one who cared. People claimed that they didn't see me. But I saw people look straight at me and just didn't care. The whole thing is yes cutting is bad you shouldn't do it but will that stop people from doing it no. Also if you know me in real life please I may say I don't want you to pry. But in reality I do. I really want someone to pry and try to know my secrets. It kinda shows that you care. Sorry that I'm being depressing. But also don't tell me half of the story I don't do cliffhangers. If you tell me you're doing something bad to yourself don't act like I don't wants the full story. At least lie to me and say it's not important RIGHT NOW. Like I said when I would cut my legs (why I wear jeans all the time). Just don't leave me on cliffhangers in real life. In stories yeah it's fine because it's a story. This is real life people!!!!!!!