So recently I found out I have a crush on my best friend. Am I proud of it no I fell and I'm not able to get up. I told her that I liked her and she liked me back. But it sucks because she's never wanted a relationship. I feel horrible because I don't want push her but she probably feels like that. I just can't deal with it right now. We know that we like each other so much I can't help the fact that I like her so much. I want a relationship so bad to the point where I can't help but say it to her. I like her so much and I can't help it. She got mad at me today for asking her a question and I got a little scared because she's never done that. I felt bad because I made her feel like that. It just scares me that maybe she doesn't like me that much anymore because I pryed to much. I'm hopping that maybe just maybe she can break my heart now so I don't have to deal with it later. It just hurts that I know that she won't like me in maybe a little while. I should just tell her that I don't like her anymore just so she won't hurt me. But that would hurt her. Now I just confused myself into what I'm going to do now.