Welp been awhile but here's a rant AND GUESS FUCKING WHAT ITS SCHOOL RELATED...... Welp already off to a bad start..... so for the past few months I haven't been on whatpad so anyone who reads this I'm sorry I'm trying to get back onto it I can't promise anything though I can promise that at least today I'll update some books, so one of and only ONE of my SHITTY ASS teachers are leaving for good in less then 2 weeks so FUCK YES so I'm gonna rant on about how much I hate this teacher then I'll speak about others things, so to start off with THE VERY FIRST DAY I had him which was last year, I couldn't do sport because I had damaged my leg but of course I forgot to get a note from mum and so his first reaction was BASICALLY "ur faking it" which I wasn't but that ticked me off, because I leave at 8:30 in the morning but I never sleep so when I do I get up at like 7:28am after dad had already left, I tend to be lazy so I watch til 8am and then pack so a lot of the time I forgot SOMETHING and most of the time it'll be something like a note and the reason is because I have to get mum to write it down and of course I forget to ask her to do that but to add to that I can't run very well due to the past 2-3 years I never ran (I'm trying to get better using the treadmill we own) but of course he says I fake it well basically says that, and then last term I was using my laptop and a group of bullies behind me said I was on paint, now for those that don't know the laptop I have is old like over 10 years old so it can't even run paint but of course the teacher believed them over me so I got into trouble and another time I got onto an orange card, which cards are warnings there's yellow,orange and then red which is warning of suspension, and the reason I got onto an orange card.... was because I wouldn't do dancing for sport because of my anxiety, and another time I got into trouble for being out of class when my teacher had said I could go up to sick bay he didn't believe me so I sat in the quad after he left with a pounding headache for 20 mins and then when the bell went I went to the sick bay, and now when a DIFFERENT teacher told me and my friend (who's name I won't say cuz I haven't asked if I can) to walk around the court because we couldn't join in sport he said me and them that we had to walk in opposite directions YET HE WASNT THE ONE WHO TOLD US TO WALK AROUND AND THE TEACHER SAID WE COULD WALK TOGETHER NOT TO MENTION ITS EASIER IF WE WALK TOGETHER because of course we weren't aloud on our phones or anything of the sort.... is that enough about the teacher? Maybe..... next let's talk about other teachers! Or do u wanna hear about bullies? This is long enough....... Aw well I'll ask dart (I got permission to use their name also they are non-binary VvV)..... okay they said teachers so time for more teachers and then bullies, so how about our math teacher WHO I DONT CARE HOW U FUCKING SAY IT!! But anyways first day of class I couldn't do much and I get into trouble despite telling him I was tired and I didn't even have a pen!!! And another time my laptop died and I told him that but the bitches behind me lied and said it wasn't so I got into trouble, another teacher... hmmm.... wait wait I'm gonna take a break from that and talk about this girl and her FUCKED FRIENDS so I don't care for her so I'll say her real name which is Bridget and from day one she's hated me and dart FOR NO FUCKING REASON like anytime we're even a LITTLE near her she'll say FUCK OFF for no reason and her friend haden (I can't spell) I used to look up to til I found out he's as bad as her, in drama class (yes I have drama kill me now T>T) I have to deal with him and her along with their friend Imogin BUT BUT Imogin is GOOD she kind and nice and a friend of mine now so I don't mind dealing with her cuz she nice but the other two are assholes and one time when I was looking up about top surgery she full on told me to stop looking at porn..... because that makes fucking sence (note I was looking at HOW MUCH it was because I've started to save up money for it so hopefully when I'm 18 I can get it also for others who wanna know it's 3'000-10'000 expensive I know) and one time when me and dart went to get food from the canteen and came back to our other friends and Bridget and her shit friends where there so we decided we'd go over and ask if they wanted to move with us to a different spot but no shit the SECOND we got there she said fuck off to dart 3 times so he went to leave and I yelled at Bridget then tried to leave but she wouldn't let me so I put the rude finger up to her which trust me I've done a lot to her and then she attacked me for no fucking reason and today I've brought a pen that doesn't work so if she tries I'll stab her one, what she deserves it anyways what else, oh yeah she also tried to blame me for it, oh and I have mild tourets (again can't spell) which causes me to tic a lot and stutter every now and then when I talk and of course my father thinks I fake it, but wanna know who else thinks that.... a lot of people actually, but one time Bridget told me to stop pretending to get attention like BITCH I DONT WANT THIS TRUST ME ONE TIME IT FELT LIKE MY NECK BROKE SO TRUST ME I DONT WANT IT!..... anything I miss out?... oh yeah!! I'm terrified of hights and this new biluding we have that I'll talk about later gives me extream anxity to the Point I've already had two mini attacks from it but of course due to her being in my drama class and that's what I had next she said not out loud but I could hear her as she was behind me say "oh she's only faking it"..... LIKE BITCH ONE I AM A PROUD MALE BUT TWO I FUCKING HATE IT I WOULDNT FAKE IT FUCK ONE TIME I HAD A PANIC ATTACK WHICH IS WORSE SO NO I CAN ASSURE U I DONT LIKE FAKING SHIT LIKE THIS,........... okay back to teachers for now, so the next is the libary and my English teacher the libary teacher will get involved with EVERYTHINF like one time she came into the class and I was ALOUD on my phone and remind u this wasn't her class she was just there to talk to my teacher, and she was like TAKE THAT TO THE FRONT OFFICE, so my ass was like IVE BEEN ALOUD ON THIS so I shall ignore u and continue my work let's just say she didn't like that so I said I'm aloud on it and she was like NO UR NOT, I hate my libary teacher, next English hahahahaha..... don't even think u can take ur phone out for ANYTHING like even today I took out my phone for less then 2 seconds to put on my hotspot for my laptop, no this is what she said "take that to the front office, take that to the front office now, hey take it to the front office.... take that to the front office" and that's all in one sentence...... I hate my life, hmmmmm science, I have two teachers, one isn't to bad which is the male (not being sexist I'm just not saying teachers names so this is how I'm gonna tell the two apart) and the other is male so two days ago (Cuz I wasn't there yesterday) I was working on my laptop like I always did then we did a work sheet so I looked at hazbin hotel shit while doing my work with dart and she turned off the power when It was on less then half so after that I refused to do my work and of course go into trouble next class because my laptop died, AND she's the reason I'm constantly going into the new building and yet when I told her about my anxiety SHE DIDNT GIVE A SHIT AND BASICALLY JUST TOLD ME "not my fault" now lets talk about this new building well it's a new building that was made and called the K block...... it's got windows that go from the bottom up and with the room I'm forced in, it's on the first floor.... BUT ITS VIEW IS FAR OFF THE GROUND AND IM TERRIFIED OF HIGHTS and when I talk to the deputy princable all he says is "ur judging to quickly" BITCH IVE HAD TWO ANXIETY ATTACKS BECAUSE OF THAT THING TRUST ME I AINT JUDGING TO QUICKLY AND YA WANNA KNOW WHAT I HAVE THAT THIS FRIDAY AND IF I GET YET ANOTHER ANXITY ATTACK OR EVEN CLOSE TO ONE I REFUSE TO EVER GO THERE AGAIN AND WILL BE SKIPPING THAT CLASS, what next?.... oooooh this is looong..... I don't care unlikely anyone will read this soooo next isssssss,....... let's talk about two pricks in my math class who sit infront of me and dart that I wanna stab so badly *coughs* so these two names Oscar and Tyler are rude and mean now I Don't sleep much so I sleep in class when I can and that's mostly through math because and this point I think my teacher gave up yet he's still a prick anyways so these two are all like "wake up, hey wake up, it's not bed time" it pisses me off and another is every time I take my phone out to connect it to my laptop (which mind u this teacher doesn't even let u have them in ur pocket nope has to be in ur bag but it's okay if it's just to put on Internet.) so their all like "phone in ur bag, or, phone to the front office" mind u A LOT DO THIS but these two are the main ones in math and they constantly ask "so are u a boy or girl?" LIKE I DOESNT MATTER I WONT KNOW U PAST HIGH SCHOOL AND IVE TOLD U COUNTLESS TIMES!!!! Anyways one also said "so can I call u Steve?" And despite me AND dart saying no u can't he still did (btw if u wanna know that was oscar who said that) so yeah their the reason I brought a pen as a weapon with me I would've brought a knife but I couldn't because ya know law and that shit, who next who next.............. ah now there's this asshole in most of our classes called Seth and he's a prick he's constantly Picking on us and one time tired to knock over my bag no idea why probably to damage my laptop but I had it with me so I really didn't care and while we don't have proof we believe he cut darts laptop charger as he was the only one near it at the time but I wasn't there and we have to real proof so we couldn't do anything (he has a new one now) he also made a fuss when I was looking up top surgery stuff about how it's useless and shouldn't be aloud to happen (I don't think I've told dart that yet sooooo Welp they'll know if they read this) he does a LOT of stuff like this as well like how me and dart where looking up anime and he called it port or how dart had their hair dyed and he called it shit (it was dyed red and I'm jelouse Cuz I want my hair dyed anyways I was good) so he might be one of the worst next to Bridget seeing as I'm pretty sure Seth is to much of a pussy to actually fight us..... okay this is long so I might do a second part but that's all for this