Help meeeeeeee.... I have too many crushes! I had a dream about one of them, and I just realized yesterday that I really like him! Life's not fair... he's a grade above me, and he's in the competition play with me. He's a girl's boyfriend in the play, and he has no alternate, so it's torture watching the play now... I don't know how I'll survive... I had an amazing dream about becoming best friends with him, and I was woken before anything else happened. He's a stinker- a funny troublemaker. Usually I would like someone different, but this is weird... I used to think he wasn't attractive, then it hit me like a truck! He has golden beach blonde hair, orangish skin, greenish bluish eyes, long black eyelashes.... sigh. Sometimes I wish that the play could be over, so we could start to regular one. In the normal plays, there aren't any alternates. And if he got a role with me, then we could spend time together! I think he likes me too, he's so comfortable around me, and his laugh... oh I can't even.... he gently touches me on my shoulders when he's moving around me, and sometimes even my hands! I can be myself around him, but I feel like a better version of myself... If only I knew his feelings.... ARGH! I don't get to see him for THREE DAYSSSSSSS!!! Sigh.... bai guys.