So I've decided to finally ,after 1 year in the new house, clean my room. My books will get a real shelf again after 2 years :D (I am sorry my babies 😭...)

So I decided that over the weekend when I am home alone I will print some pictures that I will hang up on my wall- 😬

The thing is my grandparents might come in 3-4 weeks and they will see my room... 🥰

The last room they saw that I had was one with pink walls ✨, princess 👑 themed, lots of dresses, a literal Christian cross, a dream catcher and more pink fairies on the wall...

Meanwhile what my room will look like at the end of the year:

Blue walls, blue seat and blue curtains.

A lamp that looks like a globe made out of gold (it's fake guys and it was like 80% off sale or something)

Some shelves on my walls with snow globes (I am a 14 years old girl I got to collect something...) and other deco stuff.

Paintings... (my own)

Some pictures with friends and my dog (one with my mom and one with my brother)

Now that I think of it I barely have pics of my dad because honestly... I don't take pictures 😭 most of them are the ones someone else made

Book shelves with a whole ass lgbtq+ compartment

Some accessories (I only wear one bracelet regularly and it's the one my best friend and I got for us)

and uhhhh that one wall full of 'pictures' ... (Yes I am talking about ships like Renga, Kazuhei, other queer ones and a few straight ones)

Also my grandpa will have a heart attack when he sees my guitar collecting dust- 😭

I've been neglecting my babies.... I loved them all so much a few years ago... (I literally stopped playing guitar because my dog was scared of her... ☹️ as soon as he saw my guitar he would walk out of my room)

Oh and my plants. I have 2 but one of them is Chris the second (iykyk) while the other one is Brigide. Don't ask my friends came up with them.

I think my parents ruined their perfect little girl at some point 😭...

Or it was the internet... /j it was an ex friend who made me have a rebellious phase 🔥

I got my slapped when I talked back for the first time... 

Now that I think of it. Why do most of my friends have daddy/mommy issues? (With their bio parents)

Like my friends from my old school almost all had some issues with their dad and on my current school one friend has some sort of daddy issues, while the other one has mommy issues (sorta child neglect) and the third one has parent issues overall.

Ps. Feli