Every dang time:

me being clingy towards my mother or bestie 

Me needing to take pills that are larger than my finger for some reason????

Like I take meds regularly but those things are way to big.

Me regretting my life choices

me hoping I'll be able to go to school again 😬

Me having a mental breakdown because of all my friends that probably forgot/ignore me since I moved.

Insomnia ✨

Me not being able top read books because my brain twists the freaking words

Mood swings

Crying because of the pain

My throat hurting every time 

No voice ✨

sore throat  before I am really sick (I don't feel any pain at first)

Me just laying in bed...

😭 I feel like crying all over again 

Ps Feli 

Also why did my dad yell 'son of a whore' after someone ☠️