Do you know when you read or watch something that makes you cry or upset and you hate it but at the same time you love it.

Because I've been reading some pretty amazing fanfics that literally make me sob and I hate it but I wanna reread them because they're awesome.

Plz tell me someone gets it because I don't need to be told I'm self destructive because I wanna read something that causes me physical pain. Just saying.

Stay street, stay alive - Oli