I'm so sad rn and idk why. For the past two weeks I haven't been able to keep a clean longer than a day and I've just been sad all the goddamn time. My so-called "friend" (ooooo the shade) doesn't know any of this because she's too busy pouring all her problems into me (because she's a good friend and helps me with stuff. lol not really, at all) but I've told Chloe everything which helped kinda.

I'm just getting worse and I feel terrible.

Sorry for writing this pointless fucking chapter.

Stay street, stay sick as frick, stay alive - Oli