"Rome wasn't built in a day"

Its sad this is my favorite quote and it came from a fucking killer doll in a horror movie.

But ya.

Its true.

Nothing will change/ get better over night. Its damn near impossible. I'm not giving excuses for anything or nothing like that. I'm just stating facts.

If you had not known of me by now, I am dealing with bull fucking shit rn at home, of the past month. Its really complicated and I can't begin to fathom the amount of stress I am in. I literally speak to only 2 people on a daily basis after school. And they barley can handle me. Its sad. I'm an emotional wreck. No joking.

And well, I'm not going to stall. I am readmitting myself back into the suicide watch hospital. Bc I am a danger to myself. And my anger makes me a hazard to others. I need help. And I am getting it. I love you all. I will be gone by Monday.. I hope. ❤