it takes a long time to earn my trust.

but you can loose it easily.

do I have trust issues? is that what that is? my step dad, I don't and probably will never consider him as my dad.

it's just that I'm afraid to have to take it back.

even my step mom, I don't call her mom, although I do consider her my mom because she has been in my life for so long and she has earned my trust.

it takes me forever to even consider someone my friend, I had to work hard to even consider Emma my best friend.

Emma has earned so much trust, she had done so much for me and I wouldn't trade her for anything.

a lot of it is based off your personality if I trust you, if you like YouTube, music, art, city life, or anything along those lines I'll trust you easier because that means you're more like me and if I trust myself than... yeah you can piece that together your self.

when I say trust I mean like, I trust you enough to tell you my thoughts, or to share my feelings, or even give hugs and stuff.

if I don't trust you then please don't touch me, there are some people who I trust enough for me to talk to and even touch but it takes a lot for me to actually share my thoughts with you.

goodness, it's so easy to loose my trust though, you can say or do one wrong thing, to me or to others and I shirk up and die in a hole.

I mean if you are a generally a nice person and you show it to others then it's easier for me to trust you.

Is that trust issues or what is it?