I wish I was confident enough to wear a cute, sassy, fun bathing suit. not just a one piece.
I wish I was confident enough to not be afraid to go swimming.
I wish I was confident enough to just do things without backing down.
I wish I was confident enough to go out and talk to people with ought being too scared.
I wish I was confident enough to wear a crop top in public.
I wish I was confident enough to speak up and say things.

I wish I wasn't so timid and scared to do anything.
I wish I could do things, have fun, and live life, but I get to anxious.
when I get anxious I form habits, like squeezing my fists. people have started to pick up on my habits and I hate it.

I wish I was confident enough to not wait so long to post this chapter.

wrote on: July first.
published on: July twenty first

sorry.
-e.t.