sorry, I'm not fat shamming. we are just really mean to each other.

anywho.

so when I found out my mom was pregnant about six or so months ago I wanted it to be a girl because everyone in my house likes country this, county that, and j can't stand it, I'm such a city girl.

so u wanted it to be a girl so that it was easier to persuade her into being somewhat like me so I wasn't all alone.

yeah, if it was a girl her name would be willow, but it was a guy.

I lied to Arion and told him it was a girl because if it was a boy he would have been anoying and bragging that he's gonna be a red headed country boy.

I kept it a secret for a long time, my mom is due in two months so.

here is how the conversation went.

I turned to Emma.

me: yeah so the baby is so big that it's due date got punched up two weeks.

Emma: dddaannngg

me: I know right, so the due date now is July 15 which is the day after my birthday, and I'm so mad.

*so Arion being anoying and in denial about it being a girl he said.

Arion:she just didn't want to share anything with her brother.

*then not thinking I said this...

me: I don't even want a brother!!!

Emma's were big, Arion's eyes were big.
then I realized what I did. I fell off the bleacher onto the floor and was like nnnooooooooo!

I planned on keeping it s secret until he was born but loon at me now. at least it was on the last day of school so I don't have to deal with him too much.

so yeah, it's a boy and his name is Easton, by the way I did a great job of keeping it secret considering everything in my house is blue.